wait for paul to come online wait till very bu shuang... recently don ve much patience.. hmmm...

Later parents wanna go Bugis shop for CNY stuff.. yea~ normally this is wat i enjoy most during chinese new yr... hmm but sometimes i wonder... when its my time.... do i still ve to to shop for these stuff? i ve no siblings... sigh...chinese new yr don go where lor...

Yest got to know someone call kevin... from Meridian J.C...he is a nice person but the funnny thing abt him is he kept telling me how nice izzit to shower in his school uniform and walking in the rain in his school U... say half of the conversation i was err.... kinda...stunned?

now 11+ liao.... change m losing patience... aargh!!!!!

Yox ppl i m back.. anybody miss me? i bet ya did(throw tomatoes -.-")yeah.. so reason for my absense? Grandpa pass away.. sigh...no chinese new yr mood no nothing anymore... sigh sigh.. was hoping tht at least got one moth or smth at my house or at the funeral to show tht my grandpa come and visit me... hmm nth... so well i guess he really meant it when he said he don wish to go back when he is at the hospital afterall...guess my aunt did a "great" job afterall...last time when my grandma pass away, she came back to "visit" me... my father heard her call me name... but i was too young so i didnt know..if i know i did call out for her too.. sigh..

3 DAYS NV WORK!!!! there goes my salary... sigh.. lucky Joan still very nice let me take so many days leave, oh yah.. mux thnx joan joyce and jonathan for coming to the wake... haha all the "J" peps... yeah and dear.. even though u cant come... thnx for the money u gave for the funeral yeah? Appreciate it.. even though all my relative tot jonathan was my boyfriend.. hahax! "Thnx" for the teasing eh?

Huixian they all say wanna eat steamboat and watch movie one day before reunion dinner.. but the facts is..3 DAYS NV WORK!!! NO money!!! Aargh!!!! don wan i don wan go!!! Pfft!!!! haha huixian will send me to ve me executed... hmm maybe i go for the movie not steamboat or steamboat no movie lor..broke leh.

Bought too much things recently.. sigh... think i spend too much money le.. sigh sigh... from this week onward shall not spend on anything le!!

Ate sushi with paul yest...thnx for the treat.. haha or rather i shld thnx myself also coz i m treating u back the same amt =X hahax.. but the sushi really very nice.. like the emvioronment.. heex..but kinda regret ordering the tempura.. coz quite oily haha.. =X

Am on a NON-OILY base diet! Am sick of vegetarian oily food!!!! Aargh!!! don even dare to eat meat now.. so shall eat only soup and vege! crap...

Hmm alvin...sorry tht i didnt reply ur msg.. not tht i don wana reply.. is tht i too stunned to reply.. lost for words hahax... so choose not to reply haha.. jux in case wrong advice... haha like i say.. u ve already summarise mine... so err.. thts not a compliment...shrug*

heard tht olevel result release on 28 feb.. which is pretty scary.. what if i cant go poly?? *gasp.. kinda regret tht i didnt study hard enough.. sigh.. pray pray.. ve been praying everyday.. wonder if godess of mercy will find me irritating.. hmm... BUT I REALLY WANNA DO WELL!!!

Okie dokey... dono what to update le... hmm take care peps... enjoy!

Jux realise tht quite a few of my kindergarden or primary sch classmates went to CTSS... loser me right? till now then realise.. all thnx to this webby call blogspot(lamer me) haha... yeah.. i jux realise through all the links bah.. yeah... hmm suddenly see so many ppl go to junior colledge makes me kinda regret not studying hard enough.. sigh.. sigh...

Lolx.. Malaysian singers always seems to catch my attention... hahax. Like Liang JIng Ru, ZCHeng, and Nicholas Zhang Dong Liang... i simply... LOVES THEM!! Yeah! BUt anyway bought ZCheng cd instead of Zhang Dong Liang coz ZCheng one is an entire collection of his pass cd... yeah worth buying. Furthermore Nicholas Zhang is still a newcomer... his songs are nice but somehow i feel tht newcomer cds are not really "long-lasting" cd for me... so i will wait for him to come out with a few more cds then i buy bah heex... Malaysian male singers are shuai man!!!! Whoa.. haha don get overboard lolx! Hmm.. saw Wong Bin movie poster... My Brothers. Wanna watch leh.. i love him!!! His shows were great and he is simply sooooo cool! Hmm last movie before he booked into army.. mux support yeah? heex.. thts all guys.. hmm mux go and yan jiu ZCheng cd... the way he sing.. hmm.. yeah.. '_'V

Lets jux recap on monday yeah? haha went k-box wif hx, joyce, jon n stanley after our visits to sch. Quite worth it lor the visit. cost us only 6.40 each hahax. Coz we took the K-Lunch package... lolx. Hmm mux comment here.. Stanley from beginnning till almost the end he didnt sing lor.. then when the time was almost up he sang Zcheng song call Si Ren.. i was like... "wah! stanley sing not bad lor!" haha thts another reason i buy the Zcheng cd lol.. no lah... before tht already like Zcheng le ok? no funny tots! hmm after tht Jon need to go back sch then stanley followed him lor... so me hx and joyce went shopping at bugis.. half way she need to leave le so left with me and hx.. pathetic right only 2 of us? so we went straight to orchard.. wah freaking hungry lor... then went to look for xinru(hx's idea or rather "insist" haha catch the hint?=X)but too bad.. he went for his dinner break.. find the whole of kopitiam die also cannot find.. fine.. so head to cineleisure eat lor. Eat pastamania... delicious man. Ordered the mushroom one while hx get the chicken with tomato thingy.. sit there slowly eat wait for jon n yuansheng to come... but eat till finish le he still nv come so went mrt station catch up with jon and went robinson find xinru and meet up with ys also lor. LAst stop, went kopitiam sit down and tok lor.. haha i know my description quite short cut lah but... lost patient typing so many things with a sickly body so i shall end here though.. haha need to rest... hmm suddenly i miss renand... haha miss his funny jokes.. heex... yeah thts all.. good nitex all =)

He said i shout to him on the phone.. but i swear i didnt... i ve always tok this way... was it me or ve he change? in the past he wont ve even get angry over such minor stuff.. whats up with him? stress over sch, work family? worry..

Lolx.. copied this from my old diary entry... hahax.. wana see how monstrous i was? check this out =D

“Me, myself and y|nGx|an”



::::baby(mosterous kind)::::

“Famous” for: My Crying Technic….(wonder if anyone believe, I used to cry so loud tht from the 1st storey of my 10th storey flat, ppl were able hear-_-!!)

Loves to: Bite the arm rest of sofa…haha….

Fav cartoon: Mickey and friends..haha…



::::Kindagarden days……(big bully me):::::
Used to: Get 100 marks for every subjects…except Chinese(99)..sobz

Also used to: get lots of complain from teachers

Famous for: Being talkative…..blehz…

“Unforgettable” event: Once I punch a guy on the chest….haha then he punch me back…in the end got blue black…..Another is biting the other on his arm….hahaha…think got blood come out…ouch! Haha and made a girl cry when I refuse to share some toys with her……..

Trend in those days: Bringing stamp…something which has ink and u stamp it on paper….. haha got cartoon charaters……another is bringing stickers…



******Conclusion: Am a big bully + monster…hahaha**** >>>Pr|maRy sk00lz dAyz….(here comes the petty girl)<<<

Lousiest subject: Maths

Best Subject: Chinese

Used to be: A cry baby during primary one…argh!!!

Also used to be: Having a crush on any guy tht I sat beside for the yr…(-_-!!!)

Fav book: hahahaha..bookworm short stoires….(but switch to sweet valley after reading almost half the collection of book worm..haha)

Fav word: Go and die…(haha thts me…so chor lor)

Close friends from primary 1-4: Serene (only….coz I cldnt get along with anyone…..nobody likes me and I likes nobody)

Close Friends from primary 5-6: Serene, sutrisno, maungthu and blahz blahz….cannot remember le….shot term memory….. at least I know better than last few yrs…heez)

Trend in those days: Binging stickers and autograph books to school, and stealing some used chalks during primary 1…hehe…wonder if u guys still remember..

Please donate for the ren ci charity =D will be able to help the hospital and the tsunami disaster =D

FOR GODSAKE!!! STOP RAINING!!!!!!! Aargh!!!! NOw tht the weather is cold.. my skin alll ve funny funny thing pop up... itchy damn itchy... aargh!!!!!! Like one bump one bump...red red... then when its not tht cold everything will be gone... farny... now my leg so ugly liao go scratch mark....Today actually going out de... but his skin still not okie... so stay at home lor.. hmm see if can ask anyone come my house watch vcd with me... hmm. This few days.. enjoyed working =) Only thing..... my bag spoil.. gotta drop by Far East someday to get a new bag.. hmmx...saw joyce blog abt the cake.. wah!!! Drool leh.. yest Joan also go Angie's choice buy one cake... Aargh!!! i wan durian or cheese cake!!!! Wah!! Drool... hhahahaha!Lame...sigh. ANY ONE FREE TODAY? WATCH VCD WITH ME!!!

Bought tissue from the old lady today.. seeing her smiling at me seems to be the nicest feeling on earth.. it comes in 5 packs tied up with rubber band.. cost me only 50 cents... quite cheap.. 50 cent to give some happiness to other ppl seems so worth it after all =D Long time nv hear frome renand le... since the last day he taught me tuition at my house... kinda miss having tuition with him and joyce ah.. still rmb those times when me and joyce kept laughing none stop and renand was like " what the..." haha today he send me a msg... smth like good luck for the first week of the yr.. hmm.. wish him good luck for the new term too.. haha i got this copied from his friendster intro... haha find it rather funny so i post it here...

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Who I Want to Meet: who i meet is goona be who i hav not met cuz if i met is not who i met is who met meet and so e ppl i meet is who dunnoe me and i dunnoe who so i noe e ppl is not who i meet is e ppl whom met by me and ppl i wanna meet is who i hav not meet and meet me not>>



Bought myself the latest Liang Jing Ru cd a.K.a Yan Wei Die...very very nice song... somehow all her song seems to be written for a reason... really love oen song call Jie Shou aka Accept. Very nice song... the lyrics very meaningful haha... lol suddenly rmb tht my first liang jing ru cd was bought by jansen for me...hmm.. haha saw one mayday cd today... saw the Sun Wu Kong title.. haha reminds me of joyce and i and the Comics COnnection searching high and low for his prezzie...lolx! Hmmx... nxt cd i buying is the ZHang Dong Liang cd... kekex.. nxt target muahahax! let me scroll down my list...

~New phone (check)
~New wallet (check)
~New bag (check)
~Liang Jing Ru Cd (check)
~Zhang Dong Liang (on the way)
~Acappella lesson (forget it!)
~Singing lesson (still a long way to go)
~K-box (on the way)
~Treat my parents!!!! (on the way)

heehx.. today saw alot of students ah... so envy tht they still can put on uniforms and go sch.. sigh.. miss my sec sch days... sigh sigh..

Suddenly.. i got thie sentimental feeling...Maybe its becoz this its already 2005.. So much things happen in 2004... sometimes i still regretted not studying hard enough... i think i kinda let myself down..sigh. Tml sch reopen for all except us.. kinda miss those days in sch... for me, i will miss every single memories in huayi...precious memories. From the very first day i step into my sch... orientation camp.. how i met my frenx. Sec 2 how i met my other frenx... how we for our grps of 4... ve my first stead... sec 3.. brand new class.. with new ppl.. brand new subjects(amath sux) Sec 4... the yr with so much happenings... so much relationship problems... with a twist here and there... sigh..wonder what polytecnic life will be like.. life without my frenx.. life to be independent.. hmmx.. wonder wonder...hahax.. wonder who will still bring me notes, fruits and lotsa nice food when i m sick.. i will NEVER forget those days. Thnx alvin and huixian.. u guys ve been really great frenx... especially "the guy" who is always my rubbish bin in terms of food and relationship problems hahahahax... am the "so-called-bestfren" the person named as eh? hahax... yeah...

Heyx ppl.. when u guys come to my blog do leave a note at the tag-board k? if not i wont know who came haha..Yest while on my way home... i saw this scene tht really makes me feel a tinge of sadness in me.There is this old lady.. very old.. sitting at a corner selling tissues and hankerchief. She speaks in teochew asking ppl to help her buy tissues and hankercheif from her..there is this sadness on her face tht makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and its like arrow shooting to me tht kind of feeling... then after tht i went to queue up for the bus.. i saw her getting up from the floor, carry tht box of tissues and hankies and dragging a plastic bags behind her...walking ard begging ppl to buy from her... some kind hearted ppl bought it from her.. mostly malays... tht makes me feel kinda guilty.. i regreted not buying from her coz she probably didnt even had her dinner. Anyway how much will those tissue cost lor... i really regreted not buying from her... the other day... when she approached me i was rushing for bus and didnt even take another look at her... yet yest... i didnt even buy from her. Its like i still cannot forget her look... her face full of sadness... hmm... nxt time.. when i pass by bukit batok int again... i will buy from her...maybe i shld do my part too..sigh.. i wonder why some ppl detest old ppl.. ppl do grow old right?