My msn chat with thomas my lecturer...


Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
come to think of it.. $$$ is good in a way coz can pay for books etc

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
its not abt working environment.. tht one is ok...

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
is the stress when studying

Lazarus
can buy coke light for me too....

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
hahhaha!

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
is the stress when studying tht most ppl fear

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
cox this kinda thing cannot fail cannot repeat module.. if fail. repeat module then thts it ve to pay money

Lazarus
true!

Lazarus
but you should not have any problems

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
yah so i kinda regret taking the bond so early without studying first

Lazarus
...

Lazarus
STUDY HARDER!

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
study very hard already

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
we are all hardworking student

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
=D

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha yah got bond cannot afford not to study hard

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
so haha beneficial in this way

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
but ya what i worry most is also ur paper so don kill me if i fail

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha

------------------> MIA(missing in action for 5 mins<-----------------------------------

Lazarus
if you fail, at most repeat!

Lazarus
dont worry lah!

Lazarus
anyway, good night! have to sleep now

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
wah repeat pay money

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha goodnite

Lazarus
good night!

WAH! THomas say shld be okie.. then MIA for 5 mins tell me if fail at most repeat is scary lor!!!!! what if i really fail! wah! whole world collaspe man! mux be mentally prepared!

My visit to the montuary today

My visit to the mortuary today

Okie.. heres how it goes.. ending shift soon... m soo happily wanting to go home and slp.... when jonathan happilly bounce in and say "don say got good deal nv call u, care after death =) "

Okie thts really a good deal... no choice haha jon and cedric are late today so they pay back 3 hrs extra... me? i pay for experience i guess =)

WEnt into the room, not as scary as i tot. Jux like normal slping person... wait for the family to come before we can do care after death(staff nurse do we watch) waited for a few hrs before we r on the way with the client to the mortuary and up onto the van. Needless to say, the entire event is a solemn... except for the lift part.... thnx to jon making me and cedric laugh.

Conclusion: One moment u can see this person alive.. another moment he is gone.

There is this guy who jump 12 stories and manage to survive. hmm.

Entry to my dear

Dear... enjoyed myself yest. I know how u feel abt ur skin. Am glad u enjoy the company and don worry abt the compromise thing u didnt pissed anyone off. MOst of us are in morning shift so yeah... its good to catch early movie.I don wanna hear abt the handicap thing again kaes? hugs. Every single item in the bottle is a wish for ur recovery. In the past i used to think badminton is a waste of time for us... coz becoz of it we didnt really get to meet each other.. but now... i really hope u can play again. Even if the whole day, i don mind seating there seeing u play... i hope i get the chance. i wanna go to the beach with u.. thts my wish too=) Most importantly... you are nv causing problem to anyone... nv=)

Note: if i were to die one day... i hope those who love me will not cry infront of me...

God always love to play a fool with me..... always....

Was chatting with HIM jux now and this is what we are toking abt......

voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
tuesdae my pc go see doctor again
Yxian : voila says:
haiyo why
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
john fark up
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
i dun like him
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
i scolded him
Yxian : voila says:
hahhaha
Yxian : voila says:
then what he say
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
HE SAE I LOVE U ACTUALLY
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
I WAN SEE U
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
I WAN SEE U
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
TAT WHY I MAKE COMPUTER SPOIL;
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
=X

NIce try dear...... =.="

I still don understand why tht clinical educator want me to be independent from today onwards without my "shadow" while the rest can still follow their own "shadow". =.=" is this good or bad? I mean its not tht i really mind but i stil don understand... Izzit tht i can be independent already or following my "shadow" around seems to be a bad idea after so many days thts why he want me to do it alone? hmmm... still cant figure out. Anyway... clinical attachment is still boring. Worst of all... i lost one of a "staff-nurse-to-be" 's scissors... aargh! my day is bad enough... sigh sigh.

finally upload one of my fav video.. hehe.. thos peps who wanna tag its jux below the video... =) watch the video its nice=)

I don like my attachment =(
I hope one month will be a breeze... counting down every single day... 19 more days....

Hehe... went to meet HIM @ Jurong for dinner..

went to IMM after tht at the carrot smth cant rmb the name... to eat pasta and pizza.. yum yum. not bad =)i still insist my mum cook one nicer =P

I mux announce! For the first time in our one yr 1 mth plus relationship this is the first time he send me all the way to my house downstairs =D which is like sho sweet? hehee..

I miss HIM already =D

Loneliness

Loneliness is a child spinning a toy
on an abandon side walk
Loneliness is a rose petal tht
falls on the rock
Loneliness is the sun
its very lonely, i saw it on the plane
Loneliness is actually a toy spinning by the hand
the sun shinning for the world
the moon glowing for the nite

Things tht i ve learn today..

1. sometimes being honest doesnt do u good. Whenever truth abt other ppl came spilling out, 1 will become the baddy for being honest.Human can nv accept the truth abt themselve. I shall learn not to be so honest in future. yeah humans include me too.
2. second thing tht i ve learn, whenever one ve smth in mind, better say it out. DOn accumulate them and spill it out in one shot... once again.. u will be name as "u ve change" well maybe i don appreciate jon enough. i dono.. but humans are all contradicting creatures.
3. Nv study aap last minute
4. nv stay in air con room for too long.
5. study = pimples
6. VAN! time to make herbal tea for me!!! =P

I fully understand the meaning of "NTH better to do ... " today

HOpe i pass my FON =D

OKie i m not going to blog abt her, anything abt her anymore... unless its good stuff.. if not nobody will ever see it on my blog even if i m angry or whatever i jux don bother to write anything already... anyway whatever i ve written here, those who think tht i m bad wont get to read it too so its okie. Its not a great thing to publicise bad stuff abt ppl on the blog either (jux imagine u r popular even though ppl dono u in person, only the name). At least i didnt state the name.

I think my FON is going to crash down on me. aargh! I m not prepared for exams at all!

I LOST MY 60 BUCKS MY GODMA GIVE FOR MY BDAE!!!! WTF!

60 bucks can buy alot of things lor!!!!! i can even buy my converse shoe! my old one spoil already can!!!!! i wan tht freaking shoe so much!!!!aargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nvm i shall take it as others need it more than me thts why i either drop it on the road or on the taxi... $%@&!*

I didnt know there is this place which is "name" after me, feel so honoured hahhaha!

http://www.chinaetravel.com/attraction/att25c.html

My day practically sucks today....(pardon me for my bad mood)

1. Presentation... van they all did a great job =) ... thanx goodness lecturers ve good comments on our presentation... the extra details shall not be mentioned.
2. SOmeone made my day today by drawing on my message to our mentor on tht card(but nvm shall leave it since the person appreciate my handwritting so much so tht doesnt really bother me much
3. Pratical test... i m so freaking careless
4. While waiting for my AAP pract test.... she msg me happily telling me tht she seen benoit and she passed her exam... well she didnt check for me though so its ok i guess
5. And then after tht i m alone feeling miserable (pract test) @ the atrium praying so hard for a miracle (even though b4 sending the msg i noe the ans is a NO) tht she might acc me to grab a bite since she is @ the library(upstairs) she say: i need to study leh... sorry (direct lifting) but again its okie
6. Its jux me and my lousy mood thts all......pardon me

stress

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Ultra bad mood!

• But thanks chye hock really grateful tht u cheer me up with the funny commercial and ur words... thnx =)
• He say this tht makes me feel quite touch even though its common words... he did make an effort to cheer me up: sometimes in life..things dun go the way u wan it ..but u hav to be optimistic bout it..prob u cld learn frm yur mistake and maybe perform better the nxt time rd..dun let a small thing spoil yur day..its not worth it =)

(=I m so grateful tht there is someone to cheer me up=)

Btw cheer up dionne=)