Friday, July 08, 2005

Yes... i feel terrible.. really terrible... i think i mess up the whole thing.. sorry dear... yeah i feel really lousy... u come all the way to fetch me.. to assure me tht everything will be okie.. but i m still afraid.. and go all the way to ur house downstairs then i realise tht i m not prepared to see them... i m sorry dear.. even though u understand.. i feel lousy... i mean its simple stuff... eat dinner together with them.. tok to them and stuff.. why cant i do it? sigh... today u flying to uk.. yet i didnt see u to the airport.. meet u only... sigh.. i m sorry! Thnx goodness ur dad tok to me and yeah... sorta feel better...but yeah... still awful... was teary on taxi.. so sorry. nxt time if there's a chance, when i m more prepared then maybe we come out for dinner together bah.... sorry tht i disappoint u.

Thnx for tht eeyore dear....i love it. tht will keep me accompanied for the 2 weeks... ve a safe journey dear... i love u.


sigh... msg joyce she say her msg over use... then when i feel terrible.. msg her she only reply one..... ask her can join her a not she say"i doubt" .......... my first reaction----> -.-" second reaction "...." third reaction "nvm... go home better"

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