Today... started off fine... tot the day will end off fine(my foot)

Nursing home is fine.. or shld i say its great time i ve spent there! The elderlies there are bundle of joy!! =D

French... Beniour embarrassed me today!!!! he made me com out and do qns which i dono how to do!!! i come out twice and its freaking embarassing coz i dono how to do and he was like giving the "goodness its so easy and u dono how to do"....

but thts not the worst.....

JOYCE IS BEING ULTRA SUPER DUPER IRRITATING TODAY AND I CANT STAND IT!!! and she purposely do it somemore!

And paul is so busy with his com tht he hardly ve time for me when i m so ultra piss and irritated. he say" i m busy i m busy byebye!"

and best of all.. my parents scream at me today.. thnx to my mum...


jux f*ck off and leave me alone for now..

i m not understanding... i tot i really crack my brain to plan so much things... now then i know... i m only making myself busy and excited only. First thing i come online i see the song he is listening to is : she is out of my life. so i guess nxt time i shldnt pretend to be clever to plan things ahead. btw.. he is the one who wan it to be on thurs.... leave me alone.

Went to nursing home today... this is one of the interesting conversation tht i m involve in....the con is in teochew

Me: haha... i m hokkien but i dono how to speak hokkien.. i speak teochew

Granny A: Nono! u r good.. u speak like a teochew! *toothy smile

Me: haha no lah.. not very fluence

Granny B: Gal... u how many kids already

Me: *STUNNED!

Granny A n B: *stare at me for ans

Me: err... haha... i not married ( ......... -_-"")

Granny B: WHAT? still not married? 17 plus why still not married?!?!?!

Granny A: *Giggle giggle

Me: *sheepish smile.... haiz...

Finally finish my one week of attachment for this week! haha alright.. actually i had fun in my attachment... =D Nurses there are nice and all... learn so much stuff! Enjoy having attachment with Lijing cedric alyssa martina and min min they alll.... haha will miss u guys when i ve other attachment somewhere else... lol!

Mum make me so freaking pissed early in the morning.. then she say i make her angry... i mean come on! she is always asking qn tht "find trouble" for herself to make ppl angry... then she turn ard say i make her angry....*speeeeecccchhhhleeeesss!

Joyce tht time say i always no time for her... in the end got time is either she busy working or go out with frenx... so well well not my fault.

stupid stupid.... kudos to my mum.. for "making" my day....hmph!

i really regret going to JJ LIN JUN JIE concert.. coz i m TOTALLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE SONGS! Goodness he mux ve earn big bucks! He is very cute! haha very shuai... lol i m crazy! even got his cd and signature... goodness i m crazy!but haha.. some girls went on stage to play game... was so excited tht day err... embarass themselve..-.-" anyway.... buy JJ latest cd! wont regret... haha! the cd is one whole story!

Attachment-->wake up early in the morning at 5.15-->take all the way to hougang--> ask me to observe what they doing--> i observe my books for 80% of the day(no patient)-->tiring-->boring-->i m spotting some maggots on me--> hmm why?--> let me tell u---> i m ROTTING!IT SUCKS TO THE CORE!

BUT nvm.. since tml i can see JJ lin jun jie plus i m place at bukitbatok for 2 hrs tml... i shall let it pass -.-"

i hope i will nv ve to go there again.... ='(

Di house + bbq @ cdans =D

yest.. lotsa fun! except for the 2nd half of the day when things got slighly dull...

MOrning.. went to dionne house with sher, van and cedric... went to see what she got back from bangkok and to decide on a good price for them... haha.. she bought lotsa cute and beautiful things! LOL! i think we will buy everything ourselve before we sell it! lol! made sushi and dionne house.. haha di really prove to us tht she "know" how to cook wahahaha.. very mean of me =P lol... i mux step down as the "expert sushi maker" haha i make tht rice so sour! lol but we had lotsa fun anyway =D

After tht.. di's mum fetch us to cdans(HS challet)...challet is great! look almost like a hotel room to me.. i mean 84 bucks... come on where can u find such a good price? haha... errm.. bbq... hmm we ve bbq hot dogs and marshmallow? the rest are all catered food so well..so thts bbq. went off to take a tour ard cdans... in the rain... yah coz we don wan any umbrellas... came back after tht to eat the food... then after tht watch tv upstairs... haha the fun part comes when the bunch of us go for night walk at the adventure site.. haha...there are me, di, cedric, nurul and arnold(dono how to spell) and other malays(cant rmb their names). Actual plan was to go to a place call "laser-something" sorry forgot the name... to play.. but tht stupid shop say they will stop allowing ppl to play by 8.30.. so we few "brave souls" decide to go to the nite walk.. bad mistake.. haha...we were walking in pairs and erm looking out for snails so we don step on them and err... spiderwebs? the tot of spiderwebs sticking onto my head and spiders crawling over my head creeps me and di.. haha then we are scare.. so we make cedric stand in the between us.. haha... half-way.. we decide not to continue so me and di turn back... urgh... ve to get pass tht darn spider web.. haha di is funny... she start to say imagine its a bright sunny day whatever then the moon on top.. haha lol when i m scare.. i cant be bothered alraedy haha! manage to made it back to the challet after tht. 9.30 pm start to pack up and wash up those stuff... haha bored nth to do.. so volunteer to help cedric and arnold clean the bbq pit.. haha in the end i m spraying the water and arnold is the one scrubbing.. so yah after tht wash the toilet and stuff.. when its almost done..everyone sat ard tht table to tok...coz we are waiting for cedric father to fetch jonathan and the rest back... haha we tok abt the blue gorrillaz and stuff... haha. Really enjoyed myself... after tht me and rebecca leave first... so sad... nobody taking same bus as me haha. reach home abt 11.00.. so tired... *yawn... hopefully our class will ve our own challet soon. =D

Goodness.. HARWICK LAU IS SOOO SHUAI OKIE!(he is those ideal guy look=X) hahaha! singapore actors cant beat him haha... yest watch one show by Daniel Wu... very very sweet.. wahaha... now got 2 hk actor tht i like liao.. wahaha! i m crazy!

Went orchard with joyce today to get our ear pierce.. haha shermine say "wah! tot u very innocent one!" i still very innocent jux tht i like to ve 2 ear hole at one side =P hahhaha.. okie didnt expect it to be so painful.. u guys shld see joyce face.. so farny! Nth much to shop.. quite broke so didnt shop much.. went to take neo prints.. btw! huayi peps.. when can we meet up to ve lunch or smth or gathering? miss u guys alot ya know? haha don study then forget us le! haha... mux start arranging k?

Oh btw here are the photos of the nursing ppl.. i lurve them! (hope u guys don mind me putting them here.)

yeah i know i look very old and like some 30++ aunty...guess thts too bad.

lalala... cant wait for my pay to come.. cant wait for him to come back.. lalalallaa!

I got F for FON... i wonder how come i m so pro to even get a F... i know how to do somemore lor.. speechless... nvm shall work very very hard for the project and stuff.. make sure i don fail my module... stress stress...

Heex... i love my eeyore.. so far is the cutest among all.. wahaha.. don believe i show u the pic.

hmm not convince? how bout this one?

Still not convince???

Show u the butt then wahahah!=P

Yes... i feel terrible.. really terrible... i think i mess up the whole thing.. sorry dear... yeah i feel really lousy... u come all the way to fetch me.. to assure me tht everything will be okie.. but i m still afraid.. and go all the way to ur house downstairs then i realise tht i m not prepared to see them... i m sorry dear.. even though u understand.. i feel lousy... i mean its simple stuff... eat dinner together with them.. tok to them and stuff.. why cant i do it? sigh... today u flying to uk.. yet i didnt see u to the airport.. meet u only... sigh.. i m sorry! Thnx goodness ur dad tok to me and yeah... sorta feel better...but yeah... still awful... was teary on taxi.. so sorry. nxt time if there's a chance, when i m more prepared then maybe we come out for dinner together bah.... sorry tht i disappoint u.

Thnx for tht eeyore dear....i love it. tht will keep me accompanied for the 2 weeks... ve a safe journey dear... i love u.


sigh... msg joyce she say her msg over use... then when i feel terrible.. msg her she only reply one..... ask her can join her a not she say"i doubt" .......... my first reaction----> -.-" second reaction "...." third reaction "nvm... go home better"

i can swallow... i think i can... i can swallow... i think i can... yes i can swalllow... i think i can.. yes i can...FUCK JUX STOP CRYING LIKE A BABY I CANT STAND MYSELF!!!!

You should know tht....

1) i nv say tht u r brainless
2) u use to announce to the whole world urself...plus i didnt put ur name... u use to put my name on it.

but nvm... since the matter over le.. don wanna tok abt it already.

So touched... dad and mum say smth real encouraging.... i can cry another time now.... thts the 3rd time today le....

sometimes i feel tht some things i better keep my mouth shut... so from today onwards anything thts on mind mine will not be mentioned. becoz whether i say it or not it makes no different... alot of things are on my mind for a very long time... ve all swallow them into my stomach... include yest matter. M going to bury them all. i flunk my tests today...yes.. i m very upset over it....if i fail agian.... ngee ann rules... ppl studying there shld know. oh yah tht person who said tht i m self-centered.. u don ve to hide ur name.. i know who u r... if u wan to say jux say...i m not going to mention ur name here...don worry jon i know its not u. maybe u shld ask abt some other ppls position before u start to comment but once again... shall not blame anyone coz its nobody's fault. and i don wan to explain anything abt my my sch stuff, whatever thts bothering me anymore.

Btw.. thnx alot van sher dionne and the others.. thnx alot for being there for me... sorry abt today... cant control. Sorry van.. think i take up alot of ur sms yest... but once again thnx =) i hope u r feeling good too.

Haha upload all the pics in my phone... almost all i think... from Pics from nsl lab to pics during french class... hehe enjoy! 

ming li and her "husband" kekeke 

dionne and vanessa =D 

vanessa cedric and shermine.. hahaha... in NSL lab 

3 of us vanessa me and shermine =D  

me and cedric... (joyce say we look alike -.-""" maybe its the spect -.-"""") 

vanessa and cedric 

Shermine and cedric.. hahahha our "ideal couple" 

joyce me stan and his fren hans(if i spell correctly) 

joyce me and stanley.. haha u can see how bored we r now... 

joyce... taken in library 

stan himself....  

joyce and stan.. haha.. so cute 

Me and stan.. bored.. waiting for french test