Long hrs shift

Today my boss treated us to strawberry cream cheese

Except that the strawberry cream cheese comes out from an extremely extensive neck abscess

Strawberry cream cheese = pus pus and alot alot alot of pus!!!! Mix with blood of coz

Its really alot alot of pus... endless

1st hr... get rid of outer layer.... pus pus pus

2nd hr.... still getting rid of pus

3rd hr... still got pocket... pus again... zzz

Took us close to 4 hrs to clear the neck abscess... or rather neck dissection

Nearly half of the neck is gone.... looks like we will ve a flap case coming up soon.

Really happy to scrub for my boss... haven scrub for his case for a long time

Whenever there is an 'E' case(other than FB)... they will all come down together in a team to do the case together.. irregardless of whoever consultant is incharge of the case.

Am proud to be in my discipline =)

And my boss haven "let me off" yet... he is still "pestering" me for answers lol! and he ask me:

boss: "how long ago since u r in sec sch?"
me: Wei i not very old okay!! even though i look old
Boss: so how long ago? 10 years??
me: -.-"" no lar!
Boss: *give questionable look
me: Just 4 years ago lor!
Boss: oh is it?! *eyes open super big
me: nvm

hahahaha..... Night shift tml with my super team! Looking forward =)

=)

HAPPY 21ST HAZEL LIM KOON ZHI!!!! =P

Hope you like our limited edition, one and only one "designer" cake eh? hehe...

I hope you are used to your upsized cup already *cough cough

Heees!

hell

i m glad i ve someone to ventilate after wrk...thanks a million!

Yest was one hell of a day.
As though wrking long hrs after afternoon shift is nt bad enough, i was working wif shitty ppl the whole day!

cases nt properly prepared, things nt in place i gt shit frm surgeon when its nt my fault.

does it kill u surgeons to ve some patience?

asked to run LA case for a surgeon with AP n wrk shit again...

i as a OT nurse is wrking as a patient advocate n surgery assistance...not ur private assistance! stop ordering me ard from lt to rt! it cld really help if u ask nicely n be patience!

blahz...n otherbthings which i don wanna mention...

mid shift i m pissed alrdy...end of wrk i m literally so boiling mad tht i refuse to talk!

aargh! hope my long hrs today will be good!

nevertheless, whenever i tot of my conversation wif prof reslly cheer me up alittle haha...

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
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i really shld work 24/7 365 days.....

What shld i wear for Dinner and Dance?

All looks so nice... dono suitable for me a not =(

My night shift start out not so smoothly...

But hee i am happy coz one of my fav surgeon is on call and he rmb me

Its good to be remembered =p

Muahahaha!

Don think too much stupid readers lol

I really really really dont understand why...

why why why?

haiz

why are u so selfish

Dont ask

Theres a song....

Very sad but meaningful...

So i place it on repeat mode...

repeat 1..

repeat 2....

repeat 3.....

repeat 4......

repeat 5.........

i switch to other songs before it repeat the 6th time......

连续听了5次.....听不下去...不敢听了

不要问为什么

The lyrics cannot stop haunting me...

ECP

Had lotsa fun yest =)

Tried to learn ridding a bike but failed...lol

Badly sun burnt... but doesnt matter

Thanks hazel for the hazeline cream and CH for the bicycle lesson though unsuccessful

Hehehe

Pictures soon!

Photo editing the whole day..... yawnz

Trying my best to make it as professional looking as possible.... full update soon... yawns

我看得很清楚...
可是我选择不说

(:

I ve a friend who is coming back from moscow in 48 days...

Haha he promise to drop by singapore... though we may not go bagpacking together...

The previous round when he drop by singapore before gg away to moscow to study he didnt manage to contact me... all thanks to my lousy reception

Looking forward (:

MOnday again...

Listened to Zchen's new song.... hee still love his voice...

But somehow i love his "old" look better... as in before he did smth to his mouth... or teeth... make his mv look so weird... haha

Just like Lin feng... before plastic looks cute... after plastic look gayish.... aargh... whats wrong with male celeb nowadays?

Anyway... random stuff aside...

Am at EOT again today...haha not like its smth new

Haha nvm i am starting to love EOT... hees...

Did ORIF again today... haha volunteered to take coz i m not familiar with this ORIF... so many different weird sets...

Plates... Drill... measuring gauge... measure screw... tap... fit in screw.... drill again.... measure... screw... locking screw... cancellous screw...partially threaded fully threaded... corticle screws -.-" blahs...

hahaha feel like a assistant technician....stress but fun! come to think of it actually quite simple...

Cirulated for a BKA (Below knee amputation) today...haha first time i seen the full procedure...

And i hold the bucket for my scrub nurse while she place the leg into the bucket....

Thanks eh.... the blood splash all over my scrub.... -.-"" and we were both trying hard not to laugh behind our mask....
Bah... lucky nv stain my tshirt inside orelse i will look like a murderer!

Some how i am glad i am here... not elsewhere....where i love my job =)

Oh yes! MO rotation again... hehehe the irritating MO i always see in EOT is gone Gone GONE! =p

And my favorite MO is back.. as a reg now hehehe!

We need more superbly nice docs ya? hehehe

* Disclamer: i am not being a sadist... neither am i gloating at other ppl's unhappiness..i just love my everyday job and interesting things that i see... thats all. =D

In case u guys receive email that looks like this today:

ignore... i m trying to set it on password.... so invited readers can read only... but i gave up.... u guys ve to ve a google account to read it...

In case u guys are wondering why i am doing this... i suspect the unwanted reader is still reading...

Zchen

Hahaha..... i swear i cannot stop laughing when i see this video for the first time... the song is nice...smth fresh... but the MV makes him look so funny! Especially the dance....

Nevertheless i am still his no 1 fan =p

Warning: scary pictures below

I think i am spoiling my image... hahahha... oh i forgot i ve not image to spoil in th first place...

Jing did my make up.... i think they are too scary but she said they are nice.... don think i will ever step out like that... haha...eyes too big

Dono how to pose and smile with the make up also.... all my photos are 臭脸一个... guess they are my trademark

See! 臭脸一个! Don blame me if you got nightmares tonight

Siao

Hate livejournal sometimes...




-_-"

They make me stop and think if i am a human everytime i try to type a comment in hazel's blog

Stupid

Good Morning!

Back from night shift... had a full breakfast... now m gg to slp thru lunch all the way till dinner time =)

Night shift was good yesterday... a rare sight

Worked with great colleagues yesterday (: As long as you ve a great supportive team, no matter how hard your work is we will pull it thru!

SOme pictures (:

Taken during 15 mins break at 0130hrs.... yes this is how i look like in OT... with the cartoon OT jacket

With my "Night shift pal"(coz we have been coincidentally working every single night shift 2gether but today is the last T.T) ! and me looking super aunty with Messy hair, tired eyes, bad headache... but still smilling at 0630 hrs cause morning is here!!

And oh yes!.... Nah for you hazel lim, u are still hanging on the notice board of the OT among other thank you cards hehehe

Oh yes before i forgot!

Helps digestion, so gan dong! =)

If you are reading this, thank you for making my day =) I am much better le! But i still dono what words you are talking about at the bottom of the carton.... haha...got a feeling i m cheated lol!

Alrighty! Goodnights everyone!

Its Vesak day!

I hate gastritis...

BUT I HATE DIARRHEA MORE!

:(

Anyway, Happy Vesak Day to all Buddhist out there!

Cant join my parents at the temple again this year...

Hopefully next year can bah...

Thoughts @ 2328hrs

i really wonder if i m really e clueless one...

time to wake up n move on

whatever thats nt known shall remain unknown

face up the reality n stop running

certain things will remain unchanged

even though u may want it badly....

no. it wont change

Aaarggghh!

M.C

Gastritis

Yet again....

Time to eat more vitamins

Or rather time to start eating consistantly

Samsung Omnia

I bought myself an OMNIA =D

My first decent phone bought after i started working!

Yay!!!

And its in goldish brown!

Wheeee!

They ve arrived!!!

Our bags arrive!!! =)

These are just one of each design... two big boxes at my house.... spent half of my off day today taking photo of each individual pieces...

My model still haven come and pose for me lor... Pan jing jing! When is ur next off day! hahaha... so excited =p

Cant wait for the lauch of our new website soon... hees

Okay! Time to get back to my photoshop... bah...

Tired...

Assist in delivering baby today....

Just finish a case actually then they page me there...

Lol so i just go scrub without knowing who is my surgeon...

Then a MO walk in.... so i asked..."so who is the surgeon doing this case?"

Oh is Prof ***

me: *still no idea who is that* oh okay then

Preparing my stuff...

So my O&G fren walk in... and i ask her

me: Hey who is this Prof *** is he nice?
Fren: OH! he ah! He is the 最不好的!.... oh i mean... He is very fierce
me: *froze* -.-" errr okay.... 惨了啦!
Fren: Usually his case junior don scrub...
Me: =.=" errrs okay
Fren: aiya don worry... he sometimes good mood he is okay, somemore Spinal don think he will scold
Me: *turn around, patient under GA already* -.-"" oh... errr okaaaayyyy..... its GA

*so me and my fren stare at each other...

Haiya 死拼了!!

Not like i dono how to do right... 骂就骂

Lucky things went smoothly and he didnt scold me, lol

And he asked me "are u on call yesterday?"

BUt he didnt say why he asked...

Anyway after the surgery...he said " very good! thank you very much!"

I can finally hear myself breathing behing my face shield and N95 heees

Wooo hooo!!! =p

This two are my friends -.-""

-.-""" fun of facebook flooding hahaha

First day back to work

Happy to see all my colleagues today, happy to be part of the team =)

Some ppl are deployed to the triage to help... some to KRW...

Anyway... first day back to work...

Heres my routine today:

0800hrs

- Wear the stupid N95 mask....
- Check through list of the day, check patient
- Called my surgeon, Called my anaesthetist to review patient
- Case cancelled.... patient bad flu...
- Called surgeon, called ward, called recovery... inform inform inform
- Go for mask fitting...so many ppl... walk back again
- End up at Emergency theatre to help....
- Circulate...
- Call surgeon
-Answer surgeon's endless phone call
- Answer theatre...yet again... endless phone call
- Surgeon stupid phone ring again... this time two phone together...
- Arrange next case
- Sent patient out...
- Prepare instruments for next case
- Wear the stupid PPE, running around....
- Wear the stupid PPE again... this time N95 not enough must add face shield... send patient to ICU
- Get theatre ready for next E-case.... prepare to scrub....
- Scrub for tracheostomy
- Wear gown, Stupid N95+ faceshield....
- Almost suffocated in the double mask and under Hot OT light... cant imagine if i were to wear an II gown...
- Case finish, wash instruments... next case is sent again
- Circulate....
- Instruments not in place... run..Run... RUN!
- Answered alot of stupid phonecalls again and took alot of notes...
- Patient BP plunge!!!
- Put on PPE sent pt to ICU again...
- Circulate for next case again....
1800 hrs... end duty....

Of cos this is only a summarised version...

I officially hate the combination of N95 mask and fluid shield.... i ve to breathe thru my mouth... hard like a gold fish...nausea also...

And we all look like ninja turtle.... hahaha

Thank god AD pager nv sound today..... fast paced today... but fun!

Its good to be back at work again... in a way....

=D

I read thru the "test paper" 4 times today "submitted" by a fren

I read it thru thoroughly...

The questions set by the "examiner" are very straight forward ...

But the answers given are tricky...with alot of twist and turn...

However i manage to understand them...

Thanks for sharing the answers.....

Even though it was just a innocent test paper....

But the answer are clearer than water.

Anybody have this mp3?

Poison.....

I should be gg into "rehab" soon....

i must 戒掉....