sending me home is always a prob... since he going uk nxt week.. i tot maybe he can walk me to my hose downstairs for once......... and he said..."and then i m going to reach home an hr late than u???" quite disappointed.. but nvm.. used to it le..

i m not angry... from the start m not angry... jux quite put off with tht entry but its okie.. he apologise... so yeah forget it.

one more week to common test... fuck it... stress streess stress.. study study... nth go in.. i wonder if i did study in the first place... -.-" tot i study finish mic... to my horror it stops at chapter 6... stupid lecturer. lol shall work extra hard!!!!!

YEP!!! this is my class! finally one full class pic! yep am proud to be in this class =D *lol whats cedric trying to do behind eh?

hmm... what r we looking at?

Me and vanessa.. i love this pic even though its alittlle too bright=D

Kristine, ming li and hui lin

Not forgetting cedric.. tht guy who is so afraid of balloons.. heheheehex =X

well.. i ve nth to hide.. so i don ve to say a fren this fren my fren... joyce knows most of my frenx.. maybe this fella will ve to refer to as "this fren, a fren" coz not much ppl noe this HIM

Well this HIM.. wrote an entry abt joyce's entry in his blog, giving comments(i can undersatnd why his blood boil... coz he don understand joyce... he is jux writing what he see) when its not even refering to him... joyce is refering to me! and i m not even angry lor.. coz i understand how she feels... both of us are not in the wrong... she wrote tht entry coz she is depress and lonely.. i can understand how it feels.But nvm.. his entry, even though joyce is the main target.. he cant deny tht i m in part of his entry too.Honestly.. HE cares too much abt shooting his own opinion without having a second tot.

I once tot why joyce don feel like toking to me.. now i know the reason why... coz i m feeling tht way too... stress is the word.. not the excuse. Its only abt the understanding part why i m not angry with her entries.

Fella think he put himself into other ppl shoes... honestly fella put himself into his shoe only.

First of all.. poly life is not as great as U think.. its stress.. fucking stress... u say u read 100 pages a week... we read 100 pages a day okie! ur one economic book is equivalent to triple my anatomy and physiology book mind u. we ve one test every 7 weeks... one exam every semester. everyday study til earliest 4 latest 6. joyce ve 3-4 projects to rush.. all to be done in one week... sch assignments... plus work... u think all courses are slack izzit? oh yes.. no matter how busy we shld try to communicate with ur frenx.. very well.. let me ellaborate more on tht....

lesson: 8-4 / 8-6 pm
spend half of the day in sch... fucking tired.... went home ve dinner.. wash up... go online print notes(u think we go online to play games or chat or ve fun) study study study.... read up read up... i wish i can ve time to myself to even slp okie...rmb fren... i ve a bond to keep...

JOyce... most of the day ends at 4... occasional 12pm... rush project or work all the way to night.. go home rush assignments...by then its alraedy so freaking late.. we human will be tired... aint tht true? u think ppl ve nth to do and tell u she is busy so tht she can happily go to slp or what?

Let me reply to this fella blog...joyce(red) fella (yello) mine(purple)

why cant someone juz look me up when i dun have to call them up........------> I tried, U jolly well know tht i tried alot of times.... and ended all IN VAIN.....Either you are too busy..... or dun wanna tok..... (Purely bullshit.....) ---> its not tht ppl ve nth to do.. ppl are busy my fren...not don wan to tok to u... u didnt find out the truth and start shooting ppl.. who is more bullshit

i seriously dunno what i'm talking even..take it as i'm crapping..i'm feeling so confused------> u ought to be---> cant u sense tht she is depresss... if u know her well enough u will know tht she don mean what she say... ppl already depress.. and u still say she ought to be... u claim tht u r concern abt her...then what are all these things u r typing...

but i suddenly feel that i have no other frens..-----> seriously, no such things.... i have been always thr for others + you lei.... thn wat do u treat me as ???! ... wat the....---> she is feeling empty she needs concern... does tht mean tht she don treat u as a fren... if u r her fren.. shldnt u trust her... not doubt her... let me copy what comments joyce ve to say abt this :
firstly, it's mine own thinking that i feel that i have no frens..I SAID FEEL.. he assumed. then nvm. second.. his always there for others + u ---> thinks too highly of himself.. very great meh.. it's oso no such thing. cuz when u say u are there. i dun feel it... cuz instead of making me feel better, it made me feel worse... and it simply shows that u are not understadning at all..i dun treat u as anything...but a fren. A FREN get it... as i have said, it doesnt take anything for u to let others know how u feel..juz keep it in ur heart..

but it's contradicting at times cuz while i want to be alone, i want to know if anyone cares and bother to look for me.. but still i will ignore them.........--------> since u noe tht, thn y do this right ? * Note---> Whole damn thing is SUPER CONTRADICTING....Not just contradicting.... understand ?-----> if u don understand.. then don comment... this sentence means tht when one is alone... one will think if there are ppl who r concern abt her...sometimes when she is depress she will feel tht there are no ppl who r concern abt her. U don need a reason to be depress right... she is confuse abt herself.. cant u see... when u r lonely and depress.. then will ppl care abt u.. by then who will be bother then...


AND this is the sentence... from our dearest fella... after typing out every single comment on his blog: "how ?... ur blood is boiling nw ?... very bu shuang right ?..." what does tht suppose to mean? sense of satisfaction accomplishment?

"but seriously for those hu r reading my blog.... how many of u had actually done this ?..... huh ?.... For the person whom it may concern.... have u done ur part to ME ?..." ---> why not u put urself into other ppl's shoe... u think is fun studying and burning midnight oil everyday... we cant squeeze time for ourselve.. its not tht we don wish to contact u.. honestly... ve u REALLY BEEN UNDERSTANDING ENOUGH to say such sentence. i believe we r not the only one.. other ppl are busy.. i cant say the same thing for other courses.. but i can say the same for MINE and JOYCE's.. u r not the only the she or me ve not been having contact... other close frenx too.. not tht we don cherish our friendship...busy is not an excuse... frenx don ve to chat everyday online, phone etc... frenx shld understand each other's position.... u dare say joyce nv try to contact u... she reply to all ur emails.. u r the one who didnt reply her. If u still rmb, i mentioned tht i will treat u and joyce lunch when i get my bursary n as soon as i collect it... i nv forget tht... i stil rmb i REMINDED u on the day u come to my sch to join me for lunch.If this.. as frenx.. is not enough... what is enough... chat everyday? tok on the phone everyday? ve YOU done ur part as a fren to understand us.... ve you?

We r living in the 21st century man...... and we r both living in the western sector of Singapore.... r ur mind so cocked up to think tht both of us r living LIGHT YRS AWAY ?------> mind u.. you r jux so plain childish... u always say ppl are childish... ve u reflected on urself... in many ways.. u ve been one... i ve not mentioned.. neither shld i.. this entry is jux so childish...

This entry of mine is nt meant to agitate u or wat.... but simply... this kind of thing had happened upteen times.... over and over again..... but seriously, have u thought abt it huh ?..... (actually this kind of things applies to many ppl.... nt just this person)...hope to see some action frm U, if no..... At least u noe and i noe wat it means.... right ?-----> are u a principle.. who are u to say tht? i cant believe the jon i know ve turn out this way... write all this kinds of entries.. u used to be understanding jon... the thing in u ve slowly disappear...m disappointed.. very disappointed.. i don think u wan me to put down a list of things i ve newly discover in u all this times.

heex.. dear so sweet.... he knows i m sick so wan to eat lunch with me... sorry deary.. m all wobbly.. haha he actually wan to bring lunch for me.. lol thts so sweet.. first time man! hehehehehe! but haha actually dear need to go sony so its near my place so is "shun bian". wah!! haha... but its alright.. still sweet enough =D no need medicine le! dear u still sick.. its okie.. don come... later i get u more sick how? hehex.

Lol... didnt go sch today.. still need to do "planning" to make sure shermine go sch! She can actually take bus all the way to sch and hop up the bus again to go all the way home one lor? haha pro right? hahaha..at least she go sch today lah... but she actually come and tell me tht its so bored and she don wan to stay for FON! I almost faint! shermine ah shermine.. don waste my effort k? hehex.. u go study then i faster recover.. wahahaha! u guys got miss me =P

falling sick reminds me of alvin...-.-" zut(damn for french)... m too reliant already(dono the spelling)

hehehe.. but well.. even though is awful enough to feel sick... hehex..i still fall sick till the extend of being so happy.. haha slap me!

LOL! Shermine is DARREN NXT TARGET! i m off the hook! hahaha... okie shermine is probably sharpening her chopper now... but hahahaha its so farny... till the pt tht when i try to call her she don even dare to pick up the phone.. no worries shermine... i doubt he will ask u again... lol! =P

The almost whole class.... =D 

our bunch of nursing peps =D 

I love this pics! four of us! Dionne me vanessa and shermine 

I wil make sure i will sharpen my chopper and chop shermine and dionne into hundred pieces becoz THEY MAKE ME GO AND MSG DARREN FOR THE SAKE OF WANTING TO CHAT WITH HIM!!!! How embarrass can tht be!AArgh!!!!!!

Guys are all bunch of wolves...

Seriously... i wonder how many ppl guys or girls are sincere in making frenx....


okie let me list out a list of guys tht i dislike

1. Guys who smoke
2. ppl who tell u how interested they are towards u when they only know u for like few days?(seriously, not tht i dislike... but how true can tht be? proove it to me then)
3. guys who jux come and go....
4. not sincere...
5. some ppl.. they tell u how interested they are towards u, in the end.... not a single msg receieved.....(i mean if u wanna fake, make it look real!)
6. plain hypocryte
7. liar
8. flirt

To be fair.... list of girls tht i dislike......

1. Bitchy sluty....
2. childish...
3. petty plus whinny(gosh thts the worst combination)
4. self-centered
5. whatever.... ppl who wil make me roll my eyes....-.-"

Nowadays ppl r jux so complicated to understand..... *shakes head

Those pictures below are uploaded from my hp.... finally got it uploaded at joan's com.. haha she got bluetooth u see... i m too poor to get one hahhaha! but anyway... here are some of the photos =)

lol as u can see we r rather bored... so yeah... we came up with a cartoon picture of cedric! wahahaha.. i shld say its really raelly nice ya? 

Dionne shermine and ming li =) 

me! taken at westmall kou fu. 

hmm lets compare... the previous hair cut(from amara hotel) and the new hair cut now.. which is nicer? lol btw joyce cut her hair at 2 way holistic while i cut mine at salon i.
 

me again! previous hair cut 

my previous hair cut...taken after a hair cut at amara hotel 

shermine and me again 

shermine and me =) 

Was chatting half way with darren on msn when he fly my aeroplane... for like more than one hr without a notice.... this is the first time ppl fly my aeroplane on msn for so loonnggg! think i too boring le thts why he fly my aeroplane -.-"

hahah cedric say i keep toking abt him in the blog.. okie sorry... but hahha other than shermine u r the most funnies person to write abt so lalalala! Don worry this entry wont ve u anymore.

I ve decided to join HS society... lol why not? sounds fun to me =) nxt sat is the first meeting!

school is great... except... nvm... lets not tok abt it. Anyway, kinda stress up, microbiology and anatomy are cracking my heads off... by hook or by crook i still ve to pass.. i ve got a bond rmb?

Hmm got smth to say to jonathan....

"Heys... hope ur orientation works out great for u... i know i know... alot of china mei mei there.. haha get to know a few more k? hahhaha! hope u will ve fun meeting new frenx and adapting to the new envioronment =D Oh yah i still owe u and joyce a treat =X"

My hair looks weird....i don even know how to style it right....still.. dionne say it looks the same... they all say the look suits me...hmmm i wonder...i wonder

went to eat with joyce joan and tian hui yest... its fun... but in between the fun part.... there is this "shld i laugh or what?" thing going on... -.-" shall not be bother with it....

whee!! finally my com is back! yeah! *hop ard bounce ard... -.-"" haha okie... welll long time nv update blog le.. hmm same old sentence... sch is fun!!! =D okie... this week is a bad start off.. know why?i m seated in between SHERMINE AND CEDRIC!!!! AARGH!!!!!! THE WHOLE LECTURE IS DISASTROUS! cox they cant stop making each other laugh!!!!!!!!! and i m in the middle... yada yada.. and u know the rest... I CANT STOP LAUGHING TOO! shermine still laugh until she cry... lol... she jux cant stop laughing.. hahaha... the tot of it make me wanna laugh...

went to queensway on tues with dionne, shermine and vanessa... shop for ear rings.. in the end only buy 2... dionne went to look for her cousin presents... oh btw... bus trip was terrible.. waited almost half an hr for tht darn it bus... worst of all... when we were on the bus.... me and vanessa were sitting infront of a crazy guy shouting at a couple.. okie actually its not his fault... its the couples fault.. but nvm... his shouting and screaming and whatever is enough to scare me off... haha but not as much as dionne and shermine... they totally all the way the the middle of the bus to find other place to seat! We were praying tht we will reach our destination "soon" haha... anyway... we ate at ikea.. food was not bad =D

went to cut hair today.. think i look weird... they say i look nice but nvm... hmm weird.... long time nv chat with all my frenx le... how are u guys? ppl reading my blog plz tag k? okie i nearlly puke blood jux now... jux now there is a volunteer worker come knocking on my door... and she ask to tok to my mum.. well so i called her... she refuse to go see tht person k? darn.... is like she ask me to go back and tell her she is not free... hello? ppl ve eyes to see tht she is watching tv.... darn.. after the whole think.. she still scold me lor... wth... let me jux put it this way.. she is afraid tht some sales man will eat her up or whatever... aargh! so pissed

me and dionne =D

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the threee of us.. dionne me and shermine haha we look like some surgeon? nono.. maybe more like those aunty making fishballs in some factories....

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shermine in the "gown" haha and the guy behind is cedric...lol warning! nv put them together.... why? haha if u guys wanna know... try it...

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our dearest dionne caught sleeping during lectures... wait till the lecturer see this... haha shall put this pic as part of the feedback for our lectures...

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Today lessons are fun as usual... haha... fun to the extend of choking on ur food etc.. lol... great fun!

Had Thomas sim lectures for a start today... lectures are fun as usual.... lol thomas sim is such an adorable lecturer... one look at his face u wanna burst out laughing. haha and of course lessons were nv fun without tht bunch of grp 7 crazy gang =P

Clinical skills.. learn how to help patient excercise... after tht play with wheel chair... stupid cedric keep "bully" me...he push my wheel chair in ultra speed then he jerk tht chair... haha but i will make sure his "gal to be" will get to know all this.. wahaha!!!

Lunch... met up with joyce to ve lunch with me, dionne, shermine and cedric... welll big mistake...eating with shermine is always a "great experience"... wanna know why>? well haha tht day dionne was drinking watermelon juice while i drank apple juice.. shermine was saying tht her juice looks like blood... -.-"" dionne was so speechless! haha nxt day we went SIM to eat... dionne was eating noodle and shermine mentioned something tht i almost died laughing.... she said tht it looks like she is eat a bunch of hair... well speechless haha but nvm... here comes the better part.... she add on "looks like a bunch of unwashed hair" dionne was like aargh!!!! hahhaaha! Today we ve our special guest "sister cedric" i mean obviously he is a guy but we made him a girl =P well this time shermine is laughing to herself and she wont dare to say it this time... darn.. cedric and her were like whispering and thereafter we get to know what happen... freaking speechless... darn cedric.... haha wait till ur "gal to be" gets to knows this... haha pity i dono her! *shrug

okie... here is a add-on... i m VERY SORRY FOR BEING LATE FOR 15 MINS TODAY!i know 15mins is alot... an injured person could ve died.... but i didnt know somerset to bukit timah is so fast! ur gf is pretty dumb u see... so i m very sorry!