Today channel U and I last day le.. its such a pity... channel U shows were forever entertaining can.. its such a waste lor... is like most of the show either funny if not entertaining if not educational.. now don ve le such a pity lor.In future ve to watch those shows from channel 8... once switch on the channel then see ppl quarrel in the show... the tot of it feel so sick man... further more shaun chen don ve le...Aargh!!!!! My shuai ge!!! What the hell what the hell!!! Hmm... ppl say channel u shows are for aunty please lor... tht one is only the taiwan show... others are not lor... at least the shows here, the way they put it don sound so crude man...seriously base on such a small channel yet they r able win so many awards.. this is what a top quality channel is lor... aagh.. the tot of "channel-u-no-more" sound so sick aargh!!!

Today 5th mth le... didnt know tht we will come tht long way together...u complete me though =D
Working everyday... sianx.. wana go owling someday... haha then let out my frustration thru bowling =X hahax... very full now.. very tired haha ve not been having enough slp.. kekex... take care ppl! Me go be pig first then can work hahax.. take care!

okie i jux saw some crap on a blog..actually its not crap but is rather logical(no is 100% logical), too bad its becoz of the person who wrote it thts why it looks like crap to me.okie i really laugh. Well this person wrote smth in it tht i really think the person shld go and reflect upon him/herself... hmm how true can tht advice be when they themselves are doing it(or use to? not sure if tht person is still doing it)? *shrug

Hehex...yest christmas eve.. went out with paul.. go suntec watch Kung Fu then went Millenia Walk to walk walk.. not bad.. the place is BEAUTIFUL at nite! Love the fountain =) Heex... nite light at esplanade is really beautiful too =) Glad tht i can stay out late tht nite =)

Today christmas.. merry christmas to my dearest best frenx,boyfren, secondary sch frenx, primary sch frenx, my hamster, all the cats.. yada yada...crap crap... -.-" Anyway Merry Christmas to everyone!!! May all ur wishes come true =D

Quote: "It hurts to love someone but not to be love in return
But wat is most painful is 2 love someone and not
finding the courage to let the person noe how u feel..."

Well got this from the internet email... haha..finds it quite true lor.. so put it up here =)So ppl time for some conclusion haha... if u ve not let the person know how much u love him/her its time to do so now before its too late =) Take care ppl!! =D

Yeah!! Finally got tht T630!! muahaha!

Muahaha... FINALLY I BOUGHT MY BABY BLUES COMICS! Whee!! Haha.. oh man! Its so cool can tht comics. Haha.. can lend paul also coz both of us LOVES tht comic wahaha! Hmm yest went times book shop to buy alot of stuff.. Total cost:179++ *gasp! But got 20% off so Total Cose: 150.65 okie i don ve so much money lah.. is use voucher one haha mum bought 3 soft toy lol... the body small small leg big big animal soft toy. Its really cute actually haha. Bought Joyce present already(finally!)Paul say no need buy his go out and eat can le... so not buying his... left one more person haven buy.. cannot say name haha...Still trying very hard to find a present for him leh... but still cannot find so dono... keep finding lor.. if cannot find then maybe nv buy...Oh yah.. yest my dad scold me for Hp bills. Actually is no big deal lor if u all see the bill.. is 30++ but as my dad say he nv see ppl use "SO MUCH sms"(1200) b4 so well..got scolded lor. He ask me go buy new phone and subscribe a new line.. so well i kinda happy actually coz can buy new phone heex... But my money u know!!! Hmm nvm since i working... so i pay lor.

Hmm i realise my life is quite perfect now... hmm maybe not so perfect...nono or rather near perfect? dono? lets list them out the pts eh?

1) I ve got a job (Ping! +1 pt)
2) I ve nth to worry now (+ 1 pt)
3) I ve got a bf...=X (+ 2 pts)
4) I ve got quite a bunch of greatest frenx ( + 2pts)
5) My mum seldom qn me abt paul, infacts she LIKes him (+2 pts)
6) I keep over use my phone bills (-1 pt)
7) I ve to think of smth to lie(-2 pt)when i go out
with paul(-1)

well lets add up... 1 + 1 + 2+ 2 + 2 - 1 - 2 -1
= 4
See.. so its not too perfect and not to bad either =) well i m contented this way heex. Well gotta go enjoy my rest... cya guys ard..

Yippee!! GOt my second pay today =) Way to go gal! hahax so glad tht i didnt make much mistake yest.. well partly becoz yest don ve much ppl... hahax. Yest had spagetti for dinner.. well.. don WAH! let me finish.. is spaggetti from 7-eleven...-__-" the tot of it makes me feel kinda sick.. now i m thinking what i shld ve... i m craving for pop corn chicken can!!! JOyce fault lor.. yest nite msg me say eat what KFC.. -.-" now i feel like eating yet dinner time not very nice to go al the way to westmall and take a billion yrs to queue for tht pop corn chicken.. sianx.. if only it can call for delivery haha.. stop dreaming. lolx.. not bad.. not got money buy present.. stil haven buy for 3 ppl haha.. shall not list out who.. heex.. alright gotta stop here.. my nose extremely ITCHY!!! Aaarghhhh CCCHhhheeeWWWW!!!!!!!

hahha before i sound ungrateful better type something nice here heex... so joyce, ur nxt msg shld be "luckily u r still alittle grateful" hahahax. Okie, not bad ah yest... time pass quite quickly and not much of a mistake was made =)(weelll... if u don count those I.C which were printed in the wrong sides =X) hahax.. Jonathan drop by yest with his fren =) Its really nice of him to do tht, haha pity tht i wont be a ble to tok to him haha coz i was busy with tht "million" pages book. Hahax thnx for coming jon, hopefully i will be able to drop by when u found a job=) okie the tot of tht makes me kinda guilty ah coz my working hrs doesnt allow me to drop by unless he works in the morning then can lor =D hehex yest reach home quite early... kinda guilty for "dumping" joyce at the int while i rushed for my bus.. haha u guys shld see how i jump off the bus and rush home... dump my bag and rush to bath immediately and come out then stuck on the phone till 10.25pm.. heex. Coz Paul work in the morning mah... so nxt day cant chat with him... hahax. Now on the phone mux ve time slot one =x NOrmally chat with jon n joyce in the morning lor. HMm jux called hui xian jux now.. haha she went interview yest, hope she will be empolyed then i can go there "disturb" her. Heex coz she maybe selling labtops.. haha so maybe i shld ask her what are in brands of the internal parts inside the labtop =X wahaha.. lol if she was employed maybe i will drop by to support her too =D Nxt week christmas party ppl! Don forget k! heex... and don forget to buy the present of whom u guys ve picked out =) Cya guys there on weds!

Tired

Hmm serene u work le ah? Where u working? hahah which vincent was tht? went to heston blog today... then saw his list of frenx go press for fun in the end press lingta blog then saw him leaving the tagboard there say what he go sydney then result come out then he come back. i was like huh? since when he go sydney one haha *blurt dono? Start working yest... okie... time working hrs are reasonable...pay reasonable... boss not bad... but i ve ALOT TO COMPLAIN! okie i know i know.. at least i ve work haha so i shldnt complain lah. But work from 3pm to 9pm!!! ppl go home enjoy then i start work lor... i wan morning 9am to 3om one then she say what already got ppl take le.. what the hell lor... she say tell me tht time slot when i go interview one can! WHAT THE HELL! Me now don even feel like going to work lor. Then at nite cannot even tok to paul anymore coz its like he go work then i at home then i go work then he at home... totally cannot tok at all haix.. by the time i come home he need to slp soon le...now i don even feel like going to work can... the tot of going home tht late and not be able to tok to paul makes me feel so sick ah.. but at least weekend no need to work.. if need i screamed ah!!!! Haha i like love sick like tht so don bother me hehex. Yest first day work already print alot of wron thigns can... what the hell... haix... hope today will do better lor and will end work earlier.. m prepared to rush home today heex... so at least ve more time to tok to him ah.. don wan him to wait so long coz he need to slp wor...hmm... sat go escape! Yippee!!! so happy... but till now still dono who wanna go leh... later end up me and paul go haha... ppl.. faster pray for me tht the person working in the morning will faster quit then i can ask the person to transfer me to the morning one... pray pray pray!!! i Wan the morning slot badly aargh!!!!!!!!! I WAN THE MORNING SLOT!!!!!! I WAN I WAN!!!! sobx sobx... hmm later need to work le... sianx..........alright shall end here... =) buaix

I seriously had enough. I m so pissed. so damn pissed! My mum is being unreasonable. OKie let me clarify..its not tht i don wan to pay for my com... i ve agreed to pay for half the amt can! My pay is only $400 lor...Since this morning she has being saying tht i spoil my com..like i wan the com to be spoilt! Like i wan to invite all the viruses in... i don ve virus scan for god sake lor! i cant even dl those regular update coz tht com keep hanging. Yah so its all my fault for spoiling the com and all my fault becoz i m the only one using... fine fine my fault... my fault. So she said tht since i need a new com she is going to deduct half of my salary to pay for the com. HALF!!! my pay is 400!! half of it lefts me 200 bucks.... how m i going to surivive u guys teach me!She jux love to repeat everything paul say can! for god sake... ppl say for fun only lor! Then he said smth abt paying the com... he say it to saboh me one can.. n now i really got saboh! She said i shld LEARN FROM HIM, learn how to save money. Please lor! who dono among so many frenx i m the only one who refuse to spend too much money on stuff lor. i see smth i like i also refuse to waste money can.. take tht damn necklace ffrom bits and pieces.. i didnt even buy can! 2 hundred bucks from my pay is jux too much. I told her tht i will give her the money at the end of the mth cause this is the first time i m having my pay so i don even know how much will be enough for me. Then she say " wah! 200 bucks so much not enough for u izzit." Plz lor.. what she expect... 200 bucks include meals, hp bills, transport plus going out with her i also pay my meals can! She wan me everyday eat bread for lunch izzit. I was so speechless can. Seriously i was not very please yest when paul said "what he is not suppose to say" yest lor... i expect what happen today to happen can! Let me clarify lor.. i m not stingy can... i nv say i don wan to pay for my com can! i jux wan to know how much is enough for me! Ask her one shot deduct from my acct she also don wan. then what she wan lot! Now paul also pissed i think... and i dono whats the reason.. probably becoz i blame him for what he said... then my mum still think 200 bucks is what i shld give her for the com every mth. Thnx lor... everything my fault lor.. com also my fault lor... yah me.. everything also me...

hahax.. had a really really sweet dream today. Guess what i dreamt abt Jay chou... haha i dreamt tht he ask me to be his gf!! Ha! What a funny dream! haha let me clarify, i m not those big fan of his who collected his every cds and dreamt of him becoming my prince ok! Jux tht dono why got such funny dream haha. Wake up then got the feeling of being love.. muahaha so swweeettt!! okie stupid me haha! Oh yah... cant shake tht image of the thing i saw at bits and pieces tht time at orchard.. saw it twice can!!!! Actually see a few times le... very nice ah!!! Aargh! but nvm... what thts not mine will not be mine... so no pt thinking of how beautiful it is..aargh!!

Hmm today... rotting at home.. since the first day paul work i began to rot le haha... only advantage i is get to save my msges.. but didnt save much lah. Haix... like dint really get to communicat coz he too busy le. Then sat and sun go sch..only chat a bit only. i think i better faster go and find work ah.. if not i will start thinking all sorts of thngs haha...sianx.. sianx... sianx

Embarrassed... embarrassed..Aargh!

So.... yesterday was the prom... how interesting... am the most "embarass+lucky" person of the day... hahax. Alright... hmm so here it goes.... morning went to do our hair with hx and joyce...hmm cost only 5 bucks! Cheap right? no.. is too cheap to be true.. hahax.. okie i doubt her skills at first... but she tie le still not bad ah so...*grin =D(well..save tht grin if u can imagine my frustration when i tried to wash my hair last night....ONE BIG MESS!!!!) Heex... we were saying tht my hair is like chicken backside and joyce is like duck one(mean right?)... hx one i fogrot le =X hmm so they came over to my house and watch Wishing Stairs and ate lunch at my house haha. Well i don ve to tell ya what happen when ya eating lunch at my house... those who ve come often "enough" shld understand what my mum means by "help urself". haha.. when she said help urself.. she really mean it.... well u shld see how full joyce was and hx... haha nobody ever left my house hungry if they eat lunch at my house =X hmm... *fast forward..... (2.45pm) start to make up lor... mum ve help me get my "hair + the head" into my shirt. haha hx was clever enough to wear a button up shirt... lolx. HElp he 3 of us make up and stuff.... take pics, prepare.. yada yada and we r done. Set off to joyce's house in taxi.. haha shld see the way we walk and u will know how hilarious it was. We were like "jelly legs" can? as in "wooble wooble" lol unstable hahax. Hx almost lost her balance when she wear er shoe and climb up the stairsw muahahahaha! =X (alright save the laughter to the end) Went joyce house, keep her stuff, still got time so see photos. JOyce last time so cuttteeeeee can?!?! hahaha chubby chubby... *pinch pinch muahaha. Then 5.30pm her dad fetch us... go alll the way to tuas to fetch her mum and then to sch. Reach there not a single soul cld be seen(well i nv count the guys in =X) Went to hide in the.... TOILET?!?!?! well.. yes the toilet... luckily its clean ENOUGH! Wait for chinchin they all to come then go upstairs lor... not bad ah the hall very nice yada yada.... *fast forward... yeah so then we got the dance items, the bands performing, lucky draw(*sigh) and the Singapore Idol(YEAH! Taufik won!!!). We had buffet for dinner. Not bad lah the stuff jux tht the fish taste... errr.....weird?(or shld i say horrible?) the rest all very nice.. oh yah the spagetti.. extra SOUR! Too much tomato i guess heex. The chocolate puffs are the best!*droolx. So yeah we got this lucky draw thingy(the best thing has yet to come... our table seems to be the one tht won the most price) Xue li was the first to get pick among us haha she got herself a price... hahax... its a hello kitty.. macdonald one(rmb the time when everyone is fighting over the hello kitty?) hahax.. we cant stop laughing. So we had dinner, and melissa cc and xl heard tht got 2nd round of lucky draw.. so they faster go toilet hahax... then second time our table one of us got pick again...(cant rmb who) after tht.. another round... "best thing" is the whole of 4-01 went to take photo.. so.. left me ALONE at the table.. to collect 3 rounds of priZes.. so this time mel, chin and wan qing got a prize haha... ppl mux be wondering why i keep winning prizes... nvm...still got somemore. Watch Singapore idol.. watch watch then..... the first priZe.... mux get 5 person up.. then pick one envelop... the one with the star will win a prize... well.. the prize is 21 INCH TV! Haha.. we were laughing can.. i was like haahhax.... who cld be tht "lucky" person to carry tht box home can... then tee lin got pick to go up to the front.. followed by two guys.. then claire.. i was like telling hx.. "haha... dono who will get tht tv.. if its a gal har.. i died laughing man.." and we were like taking a bet who will win tht thingy home. Haha so four were pick.. left one... and we were like haha... safe already.. one only.. no big deal... wont be ask one.. coz the whole night it has been 012something number got pick.. this time surely wont be one.. haha. Well.. in the midest of laughing.. tht host up there said... 0-1-2-1!!!!! I FAINTX CAN!!!!! Stunned stunned stunned... stuck on the chair somemore... the rest of them? Laugh their head off of coz....-.-" "he who laugh first laugh last.." well said..-.-"""" too bad lor... i went to the front... hahax.. i was like... wont be tht bad lah... surely wont get tht tv one... anyway i was the last to get the envelop mah hahax.. so the good one shld be they take liao. Well... claire open hers...no star(uh-oh, haha one only no worries), then tee lin opened hers...no star?!?! (oh no!) then the other 2 guy were like waiting for me to open... so i open and they opened... and... i saw something... POINTY! Aarrrgghhhh!!!! i close tht envelop can!!! And tht host said "whoa looks like the gal in white has won the 21 inch tv!!!! *laughter laughter laughter... i was like so embarassed and shocked can.... can see how red and big my eyes were? -.-" Sneak a glimpse at hx they all.. they were laughing till their head were dropping soon....thnx eh? for the wonderful support -.-" okie.. so i was suppose to go up the stage to "claim" my prize.. and i was like har?!?! m i going to carry tht home?!?!?! or down the stage ?!?! -.-" what the lor.. haha. Then me and the prom king and queen were like err.. what to do on the stage....(if only the hall will open to eat me up) thnx god the host save me can... he said ask me go back to my seat first and gif my addy to someone later.... thnx GOD!!! I walk damn fast down can.... and well.. joyce and hx they all were laughing so hard tht i was like freaking embarrass.. i guess alot of ppl laugh too.. *gosh! so i went back.. sat down... bury my head to laugh and hide my embarassment... Aargh!!!! mux learn not to laugh at pther ppl nxt time. But not bad lah.. tv leh.. haha my dad has been "fighting" over the tv in my living room with my mum for quite sometime hahahhax.. so well wish granted =D. hahax so asked joyce father to carry tht thingy home... joyce parents were laughing too hahax... weell enough of the embarassing+lucky thingy lah... joyce can still laugh when she sees me today.. shld thnx her properly eh?
today...
was suppose to join Natalie to go sing acappella with a bunch of ppl at jeremy's house.. if u read till the end.. u will know how funny and coward we are... damn.. its so embarassing and funny can? oKie met Natalie and er bunch of frenx today at serangoon.... had a bad feeling the first thing we step out of our house tht today is gonna be so embarassing. Its like we were damn nervous can? okie nvm.. so met natalie and we walk all the way to jeremy's house.. walk half way.. the more we walk the scarier it seems to be.. furthermore Natalie and her frenx were walking infront ah.. but then we feel kinda extra coz she didnt realy tok to us... so joyce beg me.. mind u really beg me to think of smth to run away b4 we reach jeremy's hous -.-" okie so we were really panicky ah.. i think tht guy saw us making plans for our "run-away" hahax.. so in the midest i called natalie and told her and her bunch of frenx tht we suddenly got a project coming up and pretend to asked her where how to go back and stuff... joyce was ready to run off already mind u.. hahaahhax... so the minute we said bye bye... we ran off!!!!!!! We ran so fast can? as if ppl coming after our life.. and we were laughing like mad ah.. we are coward ah i admit.. but we r not prepared.. haha nxt time shall bring more ppl... but nvm ah we were so happy abt our freedom can hahax. So well we headed for orchard to go walk walk lor.. now think abt it ah.. kinda regret ah.. coz they are nice ppl.. guess we will go nxt time bah.. now? not ready yet.. nxt week bah heex.