someone asked me: Who is there for u when u need help and comfort? Beside's joyce... izzit me or HIM?

Well... good question

i decided to take down the previous entries coz i ve some other stuf on my mind... tht issue.. shall let her see it herself one day.... life suckx!

lol its official.. m taking french =D forms sent... etc etc.. lol.. i think i m the first person who decide to take french among my frenx lol.. joyce wan to take jap initially... then psyco her to take french =P Why french? 1) special... not jap coz lotsa ppl take jap and stuff haha not much ppl know french ya know? 2) Its such a romantic language 3) Whatever i jux love french =P loving a language doesnt ve to give so much reasons right? hehex!

OKie m still really really sick today...puffy eyes.. burning head.. urgh! But its definitely sweet to ve so many ppl to care for me(opps) haha... okie am acting like a baby. Alvin happen to msg me today... found out tht i was sick and he ask if i wan him to visit me... lol he wanna bring food for me.. gawd thts sweet right? haha but i say its alright.. lol even if he come he doesnt ve to bring food for me.. coz i ve no appetite too.. still rmb theres a time when alvin, hx and vincent came over with losta fruits.. in the i cant eat them! haha they ve to finish it up themself.. lol. And yah... jon tot i was at work today and he made honey lemon drink for me... he even tot of buying fish porridge for me.. but i m sorry ah.. not at work today.. hafta waste ur honey lemon drink .... but anyway.. thnx alot! Thnx guys.. truely appreciate =)

BOught lotsa stickers yest.. haha i know i know.. m no kid anymore but they are so pretty!! Love to collect beautiful stickers... joyce and i were like tearing them out from the display thing machiam they were free =x bought four bucks worth of stickers.. hehex.. love them=)

I think i shall agree with stanley tht all "great" things comes in one lump and it take ages to solve it... fuck life!

M feeling ultra sick today.... how great will my day be when u are down wif an extremely feverish head/terrible flu. My nose is like a spoilt tap... can stop dripping!!! urgh! Plus not enough slp... since yest episode... i shall proudly say tht i m ready to kill(innocent ppl)! Alright alright... went to work looking like a zombie aunty... coz i cant even bother to dress up myself... looking extremely dead is a "plus point" for tht look. JOyce was waiting for me at the shop... tok to her for a while before she heads off home. Mux really thnx joan and josephine today... joan for the whole box of tissue.. haha i finish the whole box... now u guys know how bad it is...and josephine for helping me out with the printings... am ever so grateful!!! M sneezing the whole day... and my nose is like a clown nose right now. can i ve a warm fuzzy hug? hehex! okie... for now i m still grumpy... grr..

Life can be so sickening to the pt tht u wish tht u will disappear from this world so tht u wont be the cox of everything... once again.. fuck life!

haha okie... ppl mux be wondering why m i so vulgar today.. lol m vulgar when i m extremely extremely extremely irritated!!!!!!!!! okie now is like at the peak... bear with my vulgarity.

oh boy oh boy oh boy! Joan actually says tht i look like jumping when i run while jane says tht i look like donald duck or daffy duck... urgh! whichever duckie.. doesnt matter! Gosh! mux really really reflect on how i run! lol tml gotta run with joyce and joan again.... urgh.. the tot of waking up early in the morning makes me feel so sick.. alright.. at least i don feel like a pig... and thts great news... right? right?

Dono whats wrong with jonathan... he refuse to tell me.... hmm...

Okie... so paul suggest not to take photos afterall... sooo... we shall wait for his spects to be made and stuff.. (welll, the previous reason is he did not wear smth nice)... btw.. its jux some neo print card photos tht i m toking abt -.-"

Lol.. i can finally say tht i love my job!!! lol.. okie even though m not working in cool places like some cafe or whichever stuff... BUT! i ve great boss! haha... shall not describe how funny she is... lol and her face look like tht cartoon on her t-shirt=X oh ya! toking abt work...lol finally.. "i think" tht my degree of blurness ve decrease? haha what broken english but nvm.. i think ya? =P

okie.. ngee ann... i cant wait for the foc... but at the same time i ve got questions.... what do we wear for the camp? shorts + t-shirt+sandal??? hmm...

okie wake up today wif my hair in a terrible mess...sometimes i really wonder how i slp at night.. haha.. if there is a video cam recording how i slp the entire night.... i wont even dare to look at it. Suppose to meet paul at bukit timah market to ve lunch... yet change our plan to bugis. He took a taxi down to my area and i hop on =D Went parco bugis to hunt for new spects... really fell in love with this levis spects...the price of the frame is alright... but the lens is at a ridiculous price... hmm so m still considering if i shld get it at bugis or bukit batok. saw a few really nice ones... tried.. haha spects bigger than my head..*shrug! Went to look for nice necklace with a cross for joyce.... previously went to orchard yet cldnt find the right one for her... today... haha shld i say finally i settle with one cross necklace by Jo's craft.. its beautiful... light blue hand-made glass pendent... made to wear for all occasion...think u guys know what i m toking abt. Haha... okie i forgot the specific name for the type of pendent but i ve always love tht kind of design.. haha first saw it when alvin bought it for jane... lol now i bought it for joyce.. was soo jealous of what i bought.. coz its really beautiful.. haha stupid me. Bought it for her coz she accidentally(for the xx time, lost count) drop into the toilet bowl... and the craziest thing is.... she actually pour water into it so tht it will be "cleaner" to pick tht necklace up.. gawd! of coz tht thing flush away! cant stop laughing when she told me and joan tht. okie... so aftter getting tht necklace... i decided to give it to her today coz i cant keep tht surprise any longer... lol so me and paul came up with a plan to "move" her out of her house... lol poor joyce.. she tot me and paul quarrel... faster went to westmall to meet us only to see both her frenx with a sulking face. lol we were like "we need to tok to u.. very urgent". led her to kfc... and guess what she tell me? she say"u don cry hor.. i will laugh.." -.-"""'"" haha okie... anyway i gave her the present.. lol shld record down tht moment.. so funny. But anyway.. m really glad tht love it=) walk ard westmall.. went to look for joan and we chatted..oh yah.. haha tml will wake up early guys... i promise... cross my heart... will be at the junction by 7.00pm.. opps is 7am i mean=P alright.... gotta end here.. btw... i m really really looking forward to my FOC!!!

OKie haha... alittle childish for the entry below... but joyce bloody hell say xu shao yang more shuai... yucks... he look like a sissy lor....so to prove tht my taste is better... we come up with a vote here... haha =P

another pics...tell me which one more shuai! vote tru tag board

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Well u guess take a vote...hua jian hua or xu shao yang shuai.... don vote base on the show okie.. vote base on looks!!!

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Was browsing thru lotsa lotsa blogs today(mostly ppl i dono)... honestly.. i can only conclude... some blogs.. one look at it.. u will know tht its plain rubbish... 1)either its "act cool not cool, act cute not cute,act ang moh not ang moh" 2) trying to portray to the readers "what they are when they are not" to put it simply... what they see in there is not what they really is...in another words "doesnt reflects their true self". 3) entries can really come up to a ridiculous chunk of content tht u will raise ur eyebrow at a glance...-.-" some blogs.... are too fake... some... too contradicting to their own "natural self" some writes them for the sake of popular demand...mind u.... i m using the word SOME, which means? not all(thanks goodness!) Blogs are so NOT NATURAL anymore!

*sniff... suffering from a splitting headache and a really bad running nose... okie... at least not so bad tht my nose ran away..*crap. Dint go to work today... really stuck on to my bed... felt really bad after tht coz joan was sick too and i didnt went down to help out... hmm so very soorry... =(
Slp the whole day... use com... hmm he today exam... hope he do well =) to summarise my whole day... slp eat slp eat com eat slp com again...*yawn. oh yah... shld i take frnech? i very interested haha...

okie.. today is the freshman induction day. CAn u believe it? i actually woke up at 6.45 am....zzzZZZzzz..... They told us to reach at 8.45 and they didnt start till its abt 9.30am!!! zzZZzz!!! But nvm shall elaborate further later. Arrange to meet stanley at abt 8.30am... tot he will be late coz i was already on e bus and he is still at clementi... but haha... he reach earlier than me though=X Haha... smth funny abt today is tht... there were ppl guiding u all the way to the lecture theatre.... okie.. let me elaborate on the guiding part... their "guiding" is like.... make alot of leaders of LSCT wearing yellow colour tshirt stand side by side all the way to the theatre.... so the moment we step in.... the feeling is like..."err..." i mean they look like yellow poles to me=X sorry to say tht. Reach the lecture theatre... sit there for like ages and they still didnt start... so we tok lor... both of us agree tht we were falling aslp soon... and i m like cant stop moving abt the chair... coz i will fall aslp anytime! M tht tired! Plus the chair is like.. haha okie i m childish... very fun to play with... can move and turn abt=X okie i sound like mountain turtle but nvm. Cannot stop moving abt in the chair... coz very tired... yet stanley and the gal beside me sit so straight..so i feel alittle weird hahax. Seriously.. the only one thing in my mind is slp, slp slp... zzzZZZzzz. Then after tht they start their intro and stuff... one lecturer very very funny... cant rmb his name already... but he tok in a slang tht all his words stick together.. sometimes don understand what he toking..... plus his introduction of some of the sch area is reallly really funny! He mention tht one of the study corners... ve 4 leaves, chairs and table... -.-" not very sure if i put it correctly... but the four leaves is definitely right. I mean... haha who will use four leaves to describe the place.. i was like asking stan if he means... four leave bread...-.-" or what? haha he is one of the lecturer in stan course.. haha was telling him lectures will be fun for him. After tht... the least expected.... they say they are going to PLAY GAMES!!! Aargh! i was like.... i hope i wont slp in the middle of it lor... honestly...we were hoping tht 2 beds will pop up for each of us so tt we can jump onto it lor... but nvm.... they played the game which need u to rmb their name and courses... at tht pt of time.. i only bother abt slping... other than slp is still slp... let alone rmb their names and courses... so yah... manage to pull through and know a number of frenx... first person i know is this guy call collin... dono how to spell his name.. but he seems quite nice=) nxt person i know is two malay gals(cant rmb names le) , jessica, qi ting and guo quan.... after tht is the nursing ppl... jasmine, elieen and li xian.... hmm not very close but hope to know them better =) Haha.. still rmb one malay gal say tht stanley reminds her of her tuition center(stanley's tuition centre) while i reminds her of her tuition teacher(coz i look like her)...-.-"""""""" hahaha sounds funny.. so i reckond tht stanley set up the tuition centre and employ me as the teacher *shrug haha. 2+... finally everything end... for the non nursing ppl.. envy stan they all.. can go home after tht.... the nursing ppl still ve toks at 2.30pm... during the tok.. was busy msging away... was msging renand, paul, jon, stanley and joyce... and i was in a big mess..... and i accidenttally send the msg for paul to renand.. haha can imagine his shock cox his msg was like"OIE!!! Wrong person lar!" hahax... was so embarass... anyway went to meet renand and go home together lor... nice of him to wait for me for like half and hr plus.. sorry abt tht... still ve to take same bus then change bus after tht... sorry! hmm overall today... quite pleasant =) hope to know more ppl soon... =D

SIan... anyone is LSCT Ngee Ann? Aargh! will be alone tml... sigh... worst thing no one in nursing course.... haha but nvm... shall make new frenx bah.... sigh.

The bdae cake!

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us! opps my leg!

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My new bf! nonono... thts a joke=)

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thts the real couple =D

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hx and alvin

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Them... hehehehhex

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Thts me! okie i know my hair cut is darn ugly.. but nice back ground right?

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see what see!

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cake cutting session...whee!

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Me and sotong head! wahaha!

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Don take me!!!!!

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=D say cheeze!

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mel and hx

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Me and mel=)

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ys, joyce, hx and me! The weather is sooooo hot!

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me(the most pathetic one)joyce(pinning me down), hx, alvin(not funny at all...) mel and xinru...

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The crazy four... my neck is gonna cramp

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the crazy four =P

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ys, mel, me and joyce =D

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the 3 of them.. . hx, alvin(wanna fight?) and xinru

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Below are the few "trying to be funny" pics..... lets start off with miss sotong.........haha retard no 1!!! haha i had my revenge =P

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mirror mirror on e wall... whos the fairest of them all....

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our very own body art professionist...who else could this be? no prize for guessing =P

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our dearest hx with her teeth.... ahem... shall not comment =

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haha.. i know i m trying to act cute but not cute, act funny but not funny, act like zcheng yet look like ghost.. haha but at least shld applause for my effort right? =P

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THis is me for today...=( 

I ve nth to blog today(or at least i m too tired to blog after i blog somewhere else).. not in the mood... don tok to me on msn... i ve nth to tok abt today... i m more than upset to open my foul mouth or type with my lazy hand....I m unreasonable today! Happy? byebye! Hope u guys ve a much better day than me.

whoa! i was jux trying to be funny... but i didnt realise it to be soooo scary for so many ppl...opps! 

went sentosa yest... yipee! but ended up with a block nose stuff with tissues -.-" But overall.... its still fun! JOyce's stupid tag board could not be seen.. i wonder why.. coz i m burning to tag in her taggy board tht " I m not retard!!! " well.. sotong had her revenge... haha. Shall put up those pics when joyce burn for me the whole cd... or rather... when she is free to send me.. hmm.

Finally get to take a break...... need a break badly..... so much stuff bothering me... cant say what stuff... even if i say... cant put it clearly across too... sigh. Felt much better after some fun yest...=) Sometimes i really wonder what will be the difference when i go poly... will i still make as much frenx? Will i still ve frenx going out in grps and stuffs? Will our present frenx still be in contact with us? Honestly... deep down i have an ans...sigh. u spend four yrs to make frenx in secondary sch... after four yrs..... u seems to ve a hell lot lesser frenx.... its sad... honestly it is... when it reach working life... u will ve not much frenx anymore... which is even sadder.... i m not those type who can adapt without frenx and stuff..... well lets put it nicely.... not independent.....haha blame who? myeself. Hmm... wonder who will bring me food in future when i m having gastric... who will be there on the phone wif me when i m sad... who will msg me everyday ask me wan to chat on e phone anot... who will call me and we come together to plan an outing... who will wan to come together and cook up a storm and eat together happily.... who will turn behind to make fun of me and crack jokes and stuff.... and haha... this one i shall rmb forever... who will keep nagging me to bring my stationeries and do my homework everyday? i guess i m beginning to miss it alot.... but i m glad i do cherish it when i ve it.... i m glad i did...guess u guys know who i m refering to bah... u guys lor haha. Can nv do without u guys. Huggies!

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okie so now i m self-centered coz i use joyce name to go out with him..... i really wonder....

one mth..... long not long short not short.....sigh )=

Joan say i m self-centered... nvm i wont take it to heart... quite numb abt it anyway... coz i don really know the real meaning haha. i don mind getting comments... at least it will reflect abt me and well... my fren shall be irritated coz i will start asking ppl "m i self centered? be honest? u sure? plz be truthful.." yada yada yada...and it will go on for a few days. another reason why i don mind having comments coz... if ppl bother to give u logical comments means they still care abt u=)

Jon like don wan to tok to me... i wonder why.....sigh

okie.. its official.... HE is not going for 2 weeks... not 2 and the half... not 3..... BUT ONE MTH!!!! Aargh!!! 2 weeks is already horrible enough... let alone one mth.BUt yeah... go all the way to UK, definitely mux go for a tour or smth at least.... sigh... one mth.... i shall ve no sms no msn no phone call with him for one whole bbloody mth... can i cry? sigh... doubt he will will use auto roam for his phone to call me.... i think... like ys suggest.... i shall go and gt the auto-roam prepaid card for him to sms me then...coz i doubt he getting )----------= WOrst of the worst.... cant celebrate our one yr...............................sigh*
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Hmmx... had the most stupid dream today... sweet lah~ only last for a while haha... =P hmm work was great today. Sorta ve a tok with joan.. she was wondering what happen to me this few weeks... shall clarify later too. Honestly... didnt tell her everything.. but she sorta guess it... haha and she laughed at me *shurg. Went to jurong east to meet HIM, i was early...so went to the library to search for some medicine and health book...nope, m not sick or ill or whatever.... jux wanna prepare myself for polytechnic=) I rmb renand said tht he wanna be the top 5%of his course... hmm always respected his "far-sight" haha... so i shall ve mine as well =D Almost flip the entire library upside down and i only manage to find this book call"The family encyclopedia of disease" AND, when i finally find the medicine and health section... tht darn book dare show their bar code to me with a red printed sentence " Not for loan" together with the "reference only" board jux "not-so-far-away" from the book shelf... m not tht amuse at all. Flip thru those books... wanted to photocopy but change my mind.. waste of time and money. Headed downstairs to meet HIM for dinner.... went to S11 to eat fish and chip while he eat his pork with ginger.... heex so on and so forth... =) thts all..

Hmm... saw this post on xia xue's blog which i truely agree.... thts what i ve always felt.. =) hmm maybe u guys shld go to her blog and see one of her past entry under "THe belated christmas post" cant agree more.... *applaud applaud applaud!

I STILL THINK TAKING THT ENTRY DOWN IS A BAD IDEA! Anyone wanna me rewind?

Okie... since joyce was praying so hard for him not to see this... i give it a 8 and a half hrs time... so if fate has allow him to see it.... tht means he SHLD see it... and if he doesnt... then too bad then... i ve got nth to say...*shrug! sorry serene gotta take down the tag tht u put... but i totally agree he is nth but a jerk! hmmm so since joyce wanna put the whole event behind.... i shall take away tht entry... but like i say.. i ve nv regreted a single word... unless there is a twist or a turn to change my mind.... yeah... thts all m gonna say!