Tuesday, December 25, 2007

If santa ever exist, he will be able to see this....

All i want for christmas is...

To be able to break bond with _ _ H (but i cant afford...so pointless)

If not i just need this simple wish...

To let me change my ward in peace... clean break up with ward _ _

Other than that i dont need anything else

I just need this simple wish to get rid of my depressive mood everyday, unable to sleep at night, all the dreaded feelings etc.

I dont want to end up having any mental issues.

Grant me this wish please, if santa do exist

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

:)


Cats for you today :)

GOing for a short getaway tml! Be back on thursday evening... Am so gonna relax and enjoy myself tml before my hell begins nxt week.

Aargh lets not tok abt it.

Bye for now!

Friday, December 07, 2007

Hair cut tml

I bet i gonna seat down infront of jeffery and say.....

"i dono what to cut leh... what do you think is suitable for me"

And give him a sheepish smile

Yeah i can forsee tml.

Before i even cut my hair, i have already embarass myself today making a phone call to book an appointment.

2way: hi
me: hello, i will like to book an appointment
2way:oh okie when do you want it to be
me:umm tml, make it 3
2way:sure and your name?
me: alvin (i just tot that giving my name will be tedious having to spell out my chinese name)
2way: oh, guy or girl
me: oh its both
2way: (silence for few second)
me: err i mean 2 person
2way: oh. okie and hp number?
me: ******** (i gave my own number... stupid me)

And tml they are sure going to call me asking for alvin.. -.-"

I suppose they expect a butch call alvin to turn up tml.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Super Duperbly messy table...

Means one thing....




Christmas is coming!
Check out Sinful Taste's Christmas collection on 06 Dec 2007 :)
Did some shopping yesterday... 50 plus goes to my clothes and another 60 plus goes to my beading hobby... Big Damage to my pocket but happy!
More damage to be done soon..
I need a hair cut and a pair of heels....
Bah! Today is the thrid day of my holiday already :(

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

I am back in one piece!

At least for now


Having my 2 weeks holiday now :D Lotsa things to blog in one goal... blogger better not screw up or else.......

Meet up with vincent and Huixian last friday. Apparently need to get the spongebob lego to make the bracelet that vince request so headed down to suntec to get the stuff. Sadly they refuse to sell the display set keychain so left with no choice but to get the magenet stuff.

(Blogger hang on me 1st time *curse silently)

Anyway.... Patrick star looks like vincent can! Or vincent look like Patrick Star can!
























Pardon that look... this guy is still on denial.

Anyway, met hx after that and headed off to eat KFC and chatted at esplanade after that. Here are some photos...

(Fuck! Blogger hang on me again! 2nd time)

hmm no idea why my neck look so long here
























You ve no idea how long we took juz to take this pic... my phone doesnt like vince that much i think.



Yay! End of outting.
Alright, what should i blog next?
Oh yes!
Recently... ppl have been telling me the same stuff, on msn, in person, friends, neighbour and relative...out of which, here are the more exaggerated ones that i have got and its getting irritating:
"WAH! what happen to you! Never eat ah ribcage woman!" (Damn fucking mean)
"Yingxian you damn skinny can!" ( i know)
"Wah your face seems to grow longer leh.... you ve been sick ah?" (No i did not! okie yes.. maybe some if some diarrhoea and Gastric counts)
"Ve you been eatting? Not healthy leh!" (Yes i ve been eating and No i did not starve myself on purpose!! Siao!)
"Your eyes going to pop out already you know?" (Hmm why is it still intact one week later)
"Aiyo! Your bones(scapula) can store water on rainy day you know!!" (yes... for you to drink i suppose)
HELLO! Got that bad a not!?!?
Ppl are hard to please can... put on a bit of weight ppl also wan to comment, loss some weight more comments.
No wait... why should i please ppl anyway?
NO i did not purposely reduce my food intake and neither have i been sick or whatsoever rubbish. The reason why i look "bony" is because of my attachment.
Stress + irregular eatting hours(previously) + GE = Bony me
Which person of the right sound mind will want to starve themselve to be skinny?
I, definitely am unable to do that because i can never ever resist the temptation of food let alone starve myself... siao!
Life is hard enough, why make your own life harder?
Enough... end of ranting!
Better get some sleep... 0105am already... nites all!
*sigh i don wanna have that dream again :(