I dreamt last night tht i ve an illness... i cant rmb what it is... but the doctor say i will be dying soon.... i rmb i sit there laughing and crying dono what to do... then poof* i m back onto my bed..... now it sat me wondering... what do i really want in my life.... if theres only a short period of time left for me... what izzit tht i really wan to do? ve u guys ever wonder on smth like this abt urself?
Is this the kind of life i really really wan(am not referring to what i m studying)? i think my life is getting dull.... monotone... i donno what i really wan.. haix...i do ve dreams abt what i wan my life to be.... but anyway.... dreams are suppose to be dreams... not to be fullfilled....maybe if time permits me. Humans are forever busy... sometime i wonder... we r busy for almost 3/4 of our life... sometimes we do things jux for the sake of doing... sometimes we do things for the sake of achieving something but in the end.... are things really what we wan it to be? haix nvm ignore me i m jux crazy................................................................................................
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