My tots...

Sigh... i m in a big mess... big big huge huge mess...... sigh....

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I m tired..... very tired....... very very tired.......

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Who am i? To make 2 guys getting upset/hurt over me?

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I feel lousy... very lousy..sigh.... i feel like i m a jinx... they can be very happy without me..right?

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My appearance seems to be a hindrance....

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I m selfish, undecisive.... maybe i shld disappear and things will be the same again.....

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should i?

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hmm..........-.-?