My msn chat with thomas my lecturer...


Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
come to think of it.. $$$ is good in a way coz can pay for books etc

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
its not abt working environment.. tht one is ok...

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
is the stress when studying

Lazarus
can buy coke light for me too....

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
hahhaha!

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
is the stress when studying tht most ppl fear

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
cox this kinda thing cannot fail cannot repeat module.. if fail. repeat module then thts it ve to pay money

Lazarus
true!

Lazarus
but you should not have any problems

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
yah so i kinda regret taking the bond so early without studying first

Lazarus
...

Lazarus
STUDY HARDER!

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
study very hard already

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
we are all hardworking student

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
=D

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha yah got bond cannot afford not to study hard

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
so haha beneficial in this way

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
but ya what i worry most is also ur paper so don kill me if i fail

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha

------------------> MIA(missing in action for 5 mins<-----------------------------------

Lazarus
if you fail, at most repeat!

Lazarus
dont worry lah!

Lazarus
anyway, good night! have to sleep now

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
wah repeat pay money

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha goodnite

Lazarus
good night!

WAH! THomas say shld be okie.. then MIA for 5 mins tell me if fail at most repeat is scary lor!!!!! what if i really fail! wah! whole world collaspe man! mux be mentally prepared!

My visit to the montuary today

My visit to the mortuary today

Okie.. heres how it goes.. ending shift soon... m soo happily wanting to go home and slp.... when jonathan happilly bounce in and say "don say got good deal nv call u, care after death =) "

Okie thts really a good deal... no choice haha jon and cedric are late today so they pay back 3 hrs extra... me? i pay for experience i guess =)

WEnt into the room, not as scary as i tot. Jux like normal slping person... wait for the family to come before we can do care after death(staff nurse do we watch) waited for a few hrs before we r on the way with the client to the mortuary and up onto the van. Needless to say, the entire event is a solemn... except for the lift part.... thnx to jon making me and cedric laugh.

Conclusion: One moment u can see this person alive.. another moment he is gone.

There is this guy who jump 12 stories and manage to survive. hmm.

Entry to my dear

Dear... enjoyed myself yest. I know how u feel abt ur skin. Am glad u enjoy the company and don worry abt the compromise thing u didnt pissed anyone off. MOst of us are in morning shift so yeah... its good to catch early movie.I don wanna hear abt the handicap thing again kaes? hugs. Every single item in the bottle is a wish for ur recovery. In the past i used to think badminton is a waste of time for us... coz becoz of it we didnt really get to meet each other.. but now... i really hope u can play again. Even if the whole day, i don mind seating there seeing u play... i hope i get the chance. i wanna go to the beach with u.. thts my wish too=) Most importantly... you are nv causing problem to anyone... nv=)

Note: if i were to die one day... i hope those who love me will not cry infront of me...

God always love to play a fool with me..... always....

Was chatting with HIM jux now and this is what we are toking abt......

voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
tuesdae my pc go see doctor again
Yxian : voila says:
haiyo why
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
john fark up
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
i dun like him
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
i scolded him
Yxian : voila says:
hahhaha
Yxian : voila says:
then what he say
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
HE SAE I LOVE U ACTUALLY
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
I WAN SEE U
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
I WAN SEE U
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
TAT WHY I MAKE COMPUTER SPOIL;
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
=X

NIce try dear...... =.="

I still don understand why tht clinical educator want me to be independent from today onwards without my "shadow" while the rest can still follow their own "shadow". =.=" is this good or bad? I mean its not tht i really mind but i stil don understand... Izzit tht i can be independent already or following my "shadow" around seems to be a bad idea after so many days thts why he want me to do it alone? hmmm... still cant figure out. Anyway... clinical attachment is still boring. Worst of all... i lost one of a "staff-nurse-to-be" 's scissors... aargh! my day is bad enough... sigh sigh.

finally upload one of my fav video.. hehe.. thos peps who wanna tag its jux below the video... =) watch the video its nice=)

I don like my attachment =(
I hope one month will be a breeze... counting down every single day... 19 more days....

Hehe... went to meet HIM @ Jurong for dinner..

went to IMM after tht at the carrot smth cant rmb the name... to eat pasta and pizza.. yum yum. not bad =)i still insist my mum cook one nicer =P

I mux announce! For the first time in our one yr 1 mth plus relationship this is the first time he send me all the way to my house downstairs =D which is like sho sweet? hehee..

I miss HIM already =D

Loneliness

Loneliness is a child spinning a toy
on an abandon side walk
Loneliness is a rose petal tht
falls on the rock
Loneliness is the sun
its very lonely, i saw it on the plane
Loneliness is actually a toy spinning by the hand
the sun shinning for the world
the moon glowing for the nite

Things tht i ve learn today..

1. sometimes being honest doesnt do u good. Whenever truth abt other ppl came spilling out, 1 will become the baddy for being honest.Human can nv accept the truth abt themselve. I shall learn not to be so honest in future. yeah humans include me too.
2. second thing tht i ve learn, whenever one ve smth in mind, better say it out. DOn accumulate them and spill it out in one shot... once again.. u will be name as "u ve change" well maybe i don appreciate jon enough. i dono.. but humans are all contradicting creatures.
3. Nv study aap last minute
4. nv stay in air con room for too long.
5. study = pimples
6. VAN! time to make herbal tea for me!!! =P

I fully understand the meaning of "NTH better to do ... " today

HOpe i pass my FON =D

OKie i m not going to blog abt her, anything abt her anymore... unless its good stuff.. if not nobody will ever see it on my blog even if i m angry or whatever i jux don bother to write anything already... anyway whatever i ve written here, those who think tht i m bad wont get to read it too so its okie. Its not a great thing to publicise bad stuff abt ppl on the blog either (jux imagine u r popular even though ppl dono u in person, only the name). At least i didnt state the name.

I think my FON is going to crash down on me. aargh! I m not prepared for exams at all!

I LOST MY 60 BUCKS MY GODMA GIVE FOR MY BDAE!!!! WTF!

60 bucks can buy alot of things lor!!!!! i can even buy my converse shoe! my old one spoil already can!!!!! i wan tht freaking shoe so much!!!!aargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nvm i shall take it as others need it more than me thts why i either drop it on the road or on the taxi... $%@&!*

I didnt know there is this place which is "name" after me, feel so honoured hahhaha!

http://www.chinaetravel.com/attraction/att25c.html

My day practically sucks today....(pardon me for my bad mood)

1. Presentation... van they all did a great job =) ... thanx goodness lecturers ve good comments on our presentation... the extra details shall not be mentioned.
2. SOmeone made my day today by drawing on my message to our mentor on tht card(but nvm shall leave it since the person appreciate my handwritting so much so tht doesnt really bother me much
3. Pratical test... i m so freaking careless
4. While waiting for my AAP pract test.... she msg me happily telling me tht she seen benoit and she passed her exam... well she didnt check for me though so its ok i guess
5. And then after tht i m alone feeling miserable (pract test) @ the atrium praying so hard for a miracle (even though b4 sending the msg i noe the ans is a NO) tht she might acc me to grab a bite since she is @ the library(upstairs) she say: i need to study leh... sorry (direct lifting) but again its okie
6. Its jux me and my lousy mood thts all......pardon me

stress

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Ultra bad mood!

• But thanks chye hock really grateful tht u cheer me up with the funny commercial and ur words... thnx =)
• He say this tht makes me feel quite touch even though its common words... he did make an effort to cheer me up: sometimes in life..things dun go the way u wan it ..but u hav to be optimistic bout it..prob u cld learn frm yur mistake and maybe perform better the nxt time rd..dun let a small thing spoil yur day..its not worth it =)

(=I m so grateful tht there is someone to cheer me up=)

Btw cheer up dionne=)

First its van who is sick... then jonathan... then dionne who is very sick till now... and at the very moment i ve jux join the que 10 mins ago with a outstanding degree of 38.9 degree... okie maybe not really tht outstanding after all. well hope there wont be anyone else behind me....

so u guys better take care and drink lotsa water... exam coming!!!!!!!!! slp well=)

Last of all, good luck for peps taking NSL pract test tml =D

French is great!!! But benoit seems to make us "promise" to continue french if we pass... well shall consider..thts if he is the one teaching =X


If i don pass all my exams this time.. i shall jump down from 10 stories.. goodness.


I BOUGHT JJ MTV! Like... finally...


Still considering if i wanna join song composing club....


I Bought myself a mickey mouse watch... hahahha my mum say i m childish.. but its cute!!!=D

lalallallalallalalala!!!!!!!!!!!

The sister nose cannot stop crying, brother forehead had enough and was so angry tht it keep burning.... and me? suffer lor........aargh lame.


Finally done the touch up and script for FON Whee! Jus tht we haven finish the last 2 silde. I hope they like the new slides tht i ve done =D


Tht guy is not only weird.. he is beyond words to describe.


Please don ask me to watch The Maid.. not in a million yrs...


I HAVEN STUDY YET!!!! HELP!


Benoit broke his record... he call me out 4 times to ans qn... and he gave me tht look+smile again..hmm


un ananas = one pineapple? why french ppl wans to make things so diff... why not put it as one banana?


Stanley invent smth new: i wan to "pomme" my hair. I hope he wont ve worms biting on his hair instead of those apples. hahaha!


Je suis yingxian. j'ai dix-sept ans. J'aime manger la pomme et la banane. S'il vous plaît me permettre de marquer d'hautes marques pour français. Merci beaucoup.

Got pang seh leads to---->skip french leads to----> Benoit hoping mad? (i hope not) leads to--->me got call out more often(nvm abt the details)


Word of the day!


Surface tension, surface tension, surface tension, surface tension, surface tension, surface tension, surface tension, surface tension, surface tension, surface tension.


Wala! This is to proove to dionne tht i m listening during her peer tutoring.


I met a weird guy who is in the same course as me today. He is none other than weird. First time i ever encounter someone asking my name and walk away... hmm.


This is what i mean by wayang, barbie doll and 7 mth ghost....

Today....

I almost died laughing when i receive a msg from joyce... the rest of the guys mux ve tot tht i ve gone mad after my sudden outburst. Called joyce immediately on the phone and i laughed even harder... yes thts very bad of me. JOyce mux be sharpening her knife on the other side of the phone with her blood boiling.

Had fliming and photo shot today for HSN. Its fun but erm unnatural? We r suppose to look "loving and caring" which i doubt i m. M suppose to take few shot with Arnold, he is the patient and i m suppose to look "caring and loving" and we are suppose to ve eye contact which is the weridest part of all! Plus tht kind of make up tht we ve got(thick make up which make my face so white), i guess Arnold is going to ve night mare tonight. But overall its fun! we ve grp shots, from inseritng IV tube to AAP class shots ... i hope i wont hop off the bus one day and find a huge nursing poster hanging on the wall... i will faint right at the very spot. I think dionne looks like barbie doll, cedric look like wayang, i look like ghost and the only one tht i find the make up is alright is vanessa. Hers is jux right! haha.. think the person did a great job for her.=)

Last of all... i pray tht i will pass my exam... keeping my fingers cross.

Went to do project yest... had a "great" time finding where the national library is... was doing project at level 7, some lee kong chian reference area when this guy came and take a seat opp us. OKie so we r discussing project in the smallest possible voice and this FELLA cannot stop staring at us... i m like -.-". the other grp are crowding around discussing project too and nobody stare or glare or whatever at them. This fella jux feel so bloody irritated but we ignored him haha. Even when we leave tht place he still cant stop staring at us. Ate at Hans after tht and try to think of smth better for the project..but we ended up toking and dionne was very tired already. So when alvin came, we decided to get our butts off and headed off o bugis where we go our separate ways.

Haven seen alvin for like how many months... and he GROW SO MUCH?!?! i ve to lift up my head when i tok to him! But he jux insisted tht i ve shrunk... so well well. Went to eat durian shrudel and it was fantastic! well actually we go there jux to ve some place to sit down and chat but.. haha its so freaking hot there and the air cons are useless.Took a taxi down to Cine coz we cldnt find any bus down to orchard and we r fighting to pay the taxi fare... i nv won..-.-" Was suppose to eat ramen(since alvin highly recommended it), but since we jux ate strudel, we decided to walk ard to digest and "make space" for the ramen first hahaha. Headed off to taka, met miss tan... her fiance is handsome looking=P headed back for the ramen at ard 8. OKie...so we ordered Pork rib and unagi ramen and soft shell crab. Okie comapred to Nootch noodle bar and suki's ramen, Nootch one is totally horrible okie. Went to take bus after tht, and we were like toking abt going home at night and those errie stuff. And i was already praying tht the bus we go onto will not ve a tv mobile bus and even if it does, please don show The Maid commercial. As luck would ve it... the stupid bus infront of me showed the commercial... i m like what the hell. But too bad lah... after tht we got onto the 174 bus also got tv mobile one. And no sooner it showed the stupid commercial again. If u guys are there u all will be like -.-" coz immediately when i see the "raintree picture" i start digging for my earpiece and stuck it into the phone and on the music to the loudest and look down on the floor. PPl ard me mux ve tot tht i m nuts. But anyway alvin sent me home so its not so bad after all... if not i would ve scare myself along the way. BUt he msg lz and told her i m scared or smth so i was like "at least save some face for ur fren -.-" "

Paul cant go for fireworks and the rest of my frenx decided tht they are kinda tired and they too don wana watch firework today... so i m like... okie left me and i ve to go with my parents...-.-" boring...