10 july 09

I scrub for kidney transplant for the first time

=D

HIM

Thanks

For being there

Braving thru every storms

every single hurdle,

walking thru each phases of life

irregardless sadness or happiness

when everyone else come and left

you are still right here

with me

Thank you

(:

Super eventful day

I almost got knock down by a taxi this morning while gg to work...stupid taxi was speeding 

I ran about in my N95 mask, theatre super warm and i guess i breathe back too much C02 and while helping to drape the microscope i was so breathless that i wanted to puke and feels faint...

Thankgod everything was settled and i went out for a breather

Ate carrot cake and almost choke a huge piece of it cause i m too breathless

Drag myself home and almost trip  and fell along the road....

What the hell is wrong with today man!!!!!

Ve been feeling very tired and very hungry all the time... wonder if there is anything wrong?? 

Tell me!

I don understand why do you do things like that

How many times do i have to tell you the same thing over and over again...

when the issue blows over you forgot about it again

why doesnt it stay?

I m not really that pissed...but i sure am upset

Fun with colleagues...its hard not to love them =)

I just don get it!

In case u guys doesnt know pokemon character this is togepi. I just cant take this lying...Why doesnt it look like a starfish in an egg shell?????

Below is a conversation of togepi:

Spartabnn - says:
 -.-
 starfish has no hands lor
 u kuku
 tokepi not starfish

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 i where got say starfish got hand
 its not hand lar
 its part of its star

Spartabnn - says:
 star fish no feet de

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 its a carttoooon can u imagine
 stoopid
 ur primary school nv teach u to imagine is it
 =p

Spartabnn - says:
 i got scolded drawing an apple purple
 coloring an apple i mean
 dat was in primary sch

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 -___- thats besides the point

Spartabnn - says:
 imagination mahz
 i paint the apple purple

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 thats not imagination... thats dumb dumb

Spartabnn - says:
 why cant i imagine i paint the apple purple den i draw and color it out
 tats an artistic view...

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 -________-
 when togepi grow up super cute
 okay i jus realise maybe it doesnt look like a star fish

Spartabnn - says:
 wat u mean when togepi grow up super cute?
 it isnt...

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 coz of the head

Spartabnn - says:
 its not a starfish at all

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 the head is like a crown like that

Spartabnn - says:
   the egg shell is a dinosaur egg

And the argument goes on.....LOL
anyways... i finally found some one who agree with me!

I wan eat KaniNabe says:
 looks like ar.
 it is starfish in eggshell la
 lol.
 why nobody agree?then its a 'wat' in an egg?



Wahahhaha! thank you CH i agree too =p

Disgusting ppl

Am pretty irritated with fellow peps of the same line thinking that my job is way simpler than theirs... 

Ppl of the same line looking down at ppl of the same line... how disgusting

Honestly... its way different from what you see in attachement... there are ppl from "outside" who came in with a mind set of wanting a "simpler life" ...tried for a few months and didnt make it.... there are also peps who came from "outside" and is still working a few years with us who agreed that its definitely not easy as what they had imagine to be before they came in...

You ppl are so wrong... if you think its easy... come in and see and work for yourself and stop thinking that only what you are doing out there is really the most "superior" 

Anyway, Our job... Arent we all here for the same purpose? 

Reflect please

=(

i feel kinda stupid sometimes...

BAH

Am feeling guilty...

For eatting so much maggie mee this week...

Koka mee korean mee instant porridge...all instant

My colleagues was saying yest i might even drop my hair from so much msg

Aargh...time to stop

Tao Yan Gui went to aust to see penguins and koalas on his TYG jet today for one week

Lol!

I want baby penguin/ koala as souvenir!! 

=p

Regret watching Boys over flower.... aargh

End up crying truck loads =(

Feels terrible

Guess this is "withdrawal symptom"

I swear by it

"What doesnt kills you only makes you stronger"

Its true...

You wont fully understand the meaning till one day it came slapping on ur face

I am glad i made it to where i am now

(:

23 vs 53

My super sernior trying to copy my colleague having a stomach cramp during lunch break...lol if u realise they are wearing the same cap...

23 years vs 53 yrs wahahaha =p

Night shift tonight...

They change my night shift team!!! my super team was split up! =(

Guess what... i m working with a "kampong" of ppl today

nurses should know what i mean

Super dread

Looks like i will be damn busy tonight irregardless if the night is busy or not...

Breakfast with me tml?Anyone??

Thou shall be good!

My super senior told me on friday

Yx! Please be more patient when u key in your temperature....sister ask me to counsell u!! *-.- look

LOL!

My name was on the "Board of Glory"...name highlighted!! YELLOW!

Thou shall be more patient when i key in my temperature b4 i close off the screen

Now that i got myself a new lappy and now that its mine mine and totally mine!!!

Thou shall be good and key in my temperature on time!

Yxian is a good girl (:

=)

我拿讨厌鬼没办法!!!

还是一句话

讨厌鬼

hahahaha

Back from my night shift

Its a terrible terrible night shift to start off with...

Once i walk in... Priority 1 craniotomy....done one side... left side still pending cranio...

Prayed hard pt after CT scan go to ICU...

Damn came back to do the second side.....

Another theatre running AAA.. -.-"

Toook the cranio case.... my second time doing only... no choice no other ppl do liao

Someone's presence stress the hell out of me and i actually broke the syringe while fixing the injection needle on it... lol...

Before the craniotomy even finish.... There is a neuro spine Priority 1 in line.... aarggh

Rushed with my colleague to prepare the Neuro case... great job both not from neuro... lol... read cardex and follow instruction to prepare

Finally after a series of rushing all things are in place... spinal table ready.... waiting for pt to come...

Then came another PRIORITY ONE ECTOPIC PREGNANCY!

*faints...

Did that case... run that case for my colleagues since she nv do before....

After that case, did neuro and came another Lap appendix....

*Lie flat on the ground....

But at the end of the day... we found ourselve laughing and in a great mood...

Ppl tot we were having a great night with no cases...lol

In fact... we were "woken up" by so many Priority 1s that the "excitement" just wont died down...

And me and two of my colleague got ourselve a good coffee bean breakfast as a treat for ourselve for the hardwork yest hees

The whole night is fun! =p

Bad bad bad feeling...

It seems like smth will happen soon...

Everybody is scaring me... or rather i m scaring myself....

Chill chill....