:)

Work in Pac 1 today... super happy :) For the entire week at emergency this is the first time i felt that i am doing work, like a nurse.

So the praying that we secretly did was worth it =p ... shhsh!

Anyway, ve been partnering a NYP student for the entire week, made a new fren, but today is her last day though....

yeah i know my aunty hair damn ugly..stupid fringe + busy day today....

Oh oh... yest i met my bro at Emergency when he is on duty... he asked me hows the staff there and hows working there.... my replied was i prefer the wards... or hopefully OT...

haha if i were to met him today my answer will be different.... yeah i am starting to love ED now...

I shall take back wat i ve said =p

Random pics *Image heavy

These pics are suppose to be posted up one week ago, haha but only had the time to do it today though... love these peps :)

Note: Image heavy

Class pics :) Love them!

No wonder ppl always say NP ppl super hao lian... hahaha =p

:)

We took every opportunity to take photo =p Look at di's -.-" expression hehe

Us at Ngee Ann's Game room

Us being super lame =p

Cedric's family is the car in white... notice that he is the only one with no kids... hahaha, work harder :P

Thats all for now... going to work soon... i miss you peps! Hope u guys re doing fine in attachment! Miss ya all!

I believe you...

Not gonna talk about my attachment... but instead i m going to talk about a novel i have recently read....

half-way...

Its call 'I believe you'

I ve not read a single novel since i have left sec sch...This is a simple, yet touching story and i must say this is a really great novel which nv fail to move me to tears...

Story by Low Kay Hwa, Local story writter

Just to quote one of the sentence " Just when i am starting to look forward to tomorrow, he starts to pray for tomorrow's existence"

sigh...

If you think those weepy taiwanese and korean show is good, i suggest that this is even better....
Heres the website of the story:
http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm

Things doesnt come free of course, if you wanna know the ending please go and buy the book, its so affordable and its definitely worth every single penny so don be cheapo if you wanna know the ending... :)

Heres the trailer, short introduction courtesy of Goodybooks.com :

walking into the 4th day of my holiday...

I ve decided already.... by monday everything will go up on sale...

Painful decision....

i cant describe how i feel...

Rebecca's order shall be the last piece for now

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Lets tok abt smth more cheerful...

Met joyce on monday.. finally after so long we met and watch a movie together!

The last time we watched with jon.... The da vinci code... haha we set at the 2nd row... could nv ve forgotten that...memorable

Bought the same tshirt together... Happy :)

Hang out and stuff..... Happy :)

I wish we could hang out more often....

haha... from the first day since i choose nursing.. i know i ve sacrifice certain things unknowingly in exchange for it.... sigh...

And thanks to her... i am so addicted to Smile pasta (Wei xiao pasta)... left 1 episode.. haha

And i love Nicholas Zhang even more now... haha

But after tml i will ve no more stuff to kill time le...

now is Thursday already... 4 more days till end of holiday.. End of beadsnbuttons and beginning of attachment...

OT attachment on monday... love the 8am to 4pm schedule everyday..

i hope i will stay in OT forever....

Anyway....

Cheerup... yxian

Nites all.

I ve decided...

To stop beading for now till my nerve injury is ok...which i dono when...

Most likely having a big sale to sell off the remaining designs i ve and maybe close down beadsnbuttons... so yeah spread the word for those who ve a wanted a piece yet find it them too ex...

I dono... cant bear to shut it down... ve build up so many contacts over the years, compliments and some reputation...

i dono..... should i close it down and start all over again?

Or should i just made it history?

Aargh! Dono dono dono....

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Oh yes...I FINALLY found my second favorite song that i love since secondary school!



If the you tube thingy cant load... heres the URL, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IaeVPWNoHrQ

Anybody rmb this show????

Please go listen u wont regret :)

Watch the You tube! Pardon the MTV... so long le of coz abit obiang...I think most of you will rmb what show is it, the whistle thing is familiar right? :) haha i rmb i was so stuck on to the show that i bought whistle keychain for hx alvin and ys for souveneirs hahaha... but hmm don rmb is it christmas or wat occassion

Anyway! I uploaded on my PDA, hp and lappy! This song wont runaway anymore!!

I used to ve it... lol i stil rmb last time a sec sch fren call chok fong sent to me... lol so long ago.... used to chat but not anymore....

But my com crash... and i lost that song....sadded!

lol big fan of that canto show! Blarddy sad show...Felt emotional everytime i listen to the song...

So the other day was out with joyce and i heard it again!!!!!!!!! I knew i must dig it out from somewhere!

So finally! After "testing" on so many wrong ones and trying to recall the title and randomly erhem..."borrowed" various songs.... i found it i found it!!!!!

SHall share the lyrics with u guys :)

歌曲：祝君好
歌手：张智霖

听
你不断呼叫我
划破宁静我的心下堕在难过
讲不出爱没结果
口和唇紧紧闭锁
看
也一话都不说
害怕连累你一生
日月憾无缺
只差跟你曾遇过
给过你太多波折
宁愿没拥抱
共你可到老
任由你来去自如
在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉
说
太多话我想说
但我还是要哑口道别
任由我天空海阔
流翔去只要你白似冰雪
宁愿没拥抱
共你可到老
任由你来去自如
在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉
宁愿没拥抱
共你能够终老任
由你来去自如
在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好多么想亲口细诉



Thats all for now... nite!

Nerve injury

..... getting worst

felt the cramp every now and then....

and all the doc said to me is: "Guess u ve got to wait... this kinda thing doesnt recover that fast.... stop your beading for now..."

What?

For now? or forever....

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I wanted to faint when i see the roster today...

yes yes... my lecturer did swop for me....

i am grateful... yes i am

BUT SWOP IN A BIG MISTAKE!

Now i am in the same ward but opp shift with jing and hazel and karen....

and clare is opp shift with bei shan...

we are suppose to be on the same shift with our friends on both our side!

WTH is this!

yes... i wanna bite

Random

Gastritis.......

Nvm...

But nerve injury on wrist.....

That kinda hit me... sigh.

Anyway.... on a lighter note.... took a photo yest with Mr ismail... we love him :) He is my favorite lecturer!!

Its our last lesson yest... but i couldnt make it for the morning lesson coz wasnt feeling well.... this is our last week in school.... will miss ngee ann so so so much...........will miss rushing for class etc...

Very soon.... we will be graduating....

Friends...

Today somebody msg me when i m buried among my project... and it totally caught me by surprise.

Willie msg me:HI how are you feeling? Much better? Its more than a week already le!

I was kinda surprised that he still rmb... as you see its like one week ago... though he only knows that i am sick(and thats it) and feeling horrible but not sure bout the details.

And surprisingly, recently we ve not been chatting much.. been few months since a proper chat... coz we are busy with our own stuff, but this person nv fails to msg me once in a while to ask how i am doing.

Thats really sweet... but i was so busy that i forgot to reply till jux half an hour ago i realised and grab my phone immediately to sms him.

GB too.... this person is also a great person to tok to... though i seldom ve time to chat... but its really great to ve somebody to and to make you feel that you are not forgotten...

And HB... she is really sweet... she nv fails to msg me to see how i was doing...

Yet these are the ppl that i ve overlooked, ppl whom ve left me msges on hp and msn and sometimes i totally forgotten to reply... and i deeply regret... so sorry will improve on that....


However.... there are also friends.... that you thought are your closest friend... or maybe to put it this way "you are my close friends, i was your close friend'' or 'i am your friend, you are my close friend--> read! Get it?

Sometimes, i really feel, that time really does wonders

*Its actually a long entry.... but nvm i ve decided to delete all of it and left 4 sentence of it....

its 12.37am already... nites all.

28.07.07 our 3 years :)

Let the Pictures do the talking :)

Him, with boxful of gingy man :p

Lunch @ Indulgz

Mine.
Yummy Crispy Pasta in cream sauce with chicken and mushroom

His. Beef steak with mash potato

Yum!

Our favorite. Chocolate mousse and Earl Grey Panna Colta :)

Blessed :D

He sent my surprise to my house secretly before meeting me at the mrt. And he brought with him one extra green piece of puzzle and expect me to guess what kinda puzzle with it.... its totally green... how to guess??!!!!

Watch simpsons ater lunch, its really a great movie, go watch :)

zZzz... watch movie also need to have national day commercial -.-""

Alright... update the rest later.... gotta shower...heees outs

OH yes.... will update abt our presentation today :)

BAH!!!

This is a stupid show....

FULL of spoilers!!!

Grr!

The only reason why i watch that show is because got that thai guy

Sam (played by: Chatchai Plengpanich)

The one on the right in black

DAMN he died!!!

So damn sadded! That stupid mad Feng Zhi wei killed him!

And he had to take the last and final chance to go to the noodle stall girl to confess his love and buy her roses....

But he didnt make it....

Wah lao! Hate this kinda show... damn sad! Spoil my mood!

:'(

Superbly touch! *smile

Smiles :')

Dear dear is so sweet... he got me this card when i am sick... :')

mmm....

Plain yougurt with green pear, a bowlful of sweet-soury-creamy goodness

YUM YUM :)

Hungreeeee

I think i am too pissed off juz now... thats why..

I am hungry now

Its 11:46pm...

And i m craving for Fish & CO seafood platter

Am sucha pig

BAH!

Recently, i ve encounter various copycats who visited MINE blogshop, advertised and if not better still.... I advertised on blogshop community and tada! before u knew it....

Poof! They ve got a "look-alike-but-try-not-to-be-so-alike" design right up on THEIR blogshop.

EXCUSE ME! Where is your beading ethics?!?!

HOW can these ppl be so shameless to earn money out of other ppl's idea/design??

IF NOT, at least be nice and seek permission... am sure you ppl you know thats the common rule in this line...

Am sure 60%(minus 40% copycats) of the designers out there experience the same thing, view their blogshops and you will be sure to see at least ONE entry complaining about copycats.

BAH! wait till i get you!

NOTE: To those birdbrain who thinks that i am making a big hoo-haa your comment is not needed and not appreciated.

Woohooo!!!!!

Institute of Mental Health BELONGS TO NATIONAL HEALTHCARE GROUP!!!!!

Yippee Ya Ya yipee yipee ya!! Yipee ya ya yipess yipee ya! Yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya ya, yipee yipee ya ya yipee yipee ya!

* Hops around!!!!

=D

Random thoughts again

Have been doing alot of thinking recently.....

I have no idea whats wrong with me this semester.

I totally lost interest in what i am doing...

I just feel like slowing down.... slowing down my pace and watch the people around me...

Sigh... getting lazier and lazier..... And coming late for classes.

And i cant slp at night! In fact, sleepy but don wish to go to slp....

Whats wrong with ying xian??

I have nv feel this way before, in my 18 plus years of life...

What does this show?

Am i losing interest in my studies? Or rather my future job?

Or am i getting sick and tired of realities i will be facing soon?

Anyhow... i m praying hard that i will get a place in Operating Theatre...

If not, at least give me a placing with a sister/brother who is naggy but willing to teach. (Some amount will nagging will do me good)

I don mind some nagging.. in fact... i rather go through a rough patch, learn from there and be somebody successful.
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Oh yes! Was chatting to joyce on the phone after i met her today.

hehe so long nv chat and we were toking about what we wanna do in future!

Yes yes! A cafe will be ideal! With those ideas and concept falling in place....boy oh boy.... its worth dreaming for isnt it?

Of coz not those cafe that you have usually seen in singapore... ve got to be kinda special...

The point is... will the dream turns to reality?

I certainly hope so :)


Better go to slp before i m late for tutorial, Hugs all!

Love,
Yxan

errms... cat 150... pretty?

Adapted this from http://bondevia.com/category/interviews/ its about an interview with singapore prostitute... gosh gosh gosh.... wanna puke!

Anyway, visit bondevia.... currently my favorite website! :)

Lol learn smth new today?

My sudden weird tot

Haha... i guess i must be too bored on the bus so much so that i started having crazy tots... that ended up with a little scare just now lol.

Was seating on the bus when a sudden image of a couple pop into my mind. Lets name them J and S.

One of them used to be a close friend but sadly not anymore, sigh :( while the other one i hardly knew. Haha i ve no idea why the sudden combination of the couple pop into my mind but the tot of it is so hillarious. Cause they are kinda compatible =p

And they are in the same institute now! Different course lar, same year....

Lol... and i thought that since they are in the same institute there could be a possibly... you know... hee

so being a kpo... I went in to S profile and take a look...

Oh yes... reading S profile + everyday's nick is pure entertainment.... yes i m mean i know.

And so S status is IN A RELATIONSHIP

So i scroll down somemore, hundred percent sure that i will see some names of S's partner somewhere since there is nth that this person wont publicise....

and i saw

J's name!


STUNNED!!!!!


But then nvm... i realise that alot of ppl got the christian name and i check the friend's page they are not linked! So don think is that J lar...

hahaha.... but anyway...STILL... the thought of them together is..... hehehehe =X

* yeah... am a mean person... i know but no harm done wad. =p

F**K

My phone died!!!! WHEN I CHANGE MY SIMCARD!!!

F****ING BAD MOOD!!!


wah lao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Sobs....