Thai banana 

LOok... guess what.. these are rice! 

WAh so nice place.. take another one.... 

GUess where am i? TOILET! 

okie i m bored... big toilet signs! no excuse for no toilet 

female toilet 

Male toilet 

standing wif some indiana elephants? okie i put this up coz i like this pic? 

my hair looks funny! but nvm... the flowers are nice 

Took a picture of this interesting tag...one of those bunch of flowers name 

Tada! Goat farm ! 

sho cute right??? 

I m there holding tht pathetic little grass trying to grasp tht goat attention 

little goat.. cute right? 

hmm... wanna guess what is this? 

Wahaha caught them playing by chance 

Unique looking flower which i dono what izzit call? 

Nice isnt it? =) i think my photography skills improve  

nice flower right? i wish it was given to me by.. ahem ahem hehehe  

Nice? hehe we did this together... i think thts really sweet... hehe quite sometime ever since we ve done smth sweet together isnt it? =)

we made another one with the pooh bear biting the eeyore ear... but err haha... the eeyore which is suposedly to be blue turn green! maybe err its in shock? wahaha

ANyway! NOT forgetting to wish cedric a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WAH i so jealous of ur pocket watch lah! hahhaha i should be mean and not tell ming lee wahhahahha! nah nah i m nice u know it =P

Basically i dono what the shit m i doing since sch reopen.. honestly nth much...sad to say. I ve not been revising ve not been studying coz like nth much to study since i study todays holiday 3 days... yeah. And i ve been pooling for like 3 times this week! *shake head should change my habbit already. STUDY STUDY PLEASE!

can u believe i actually cry throughout tht whole andy lau show call All about love? i totally cried throughout the show and i cant stop sobbing... plz guys go watch its really nice.

and i think i spent the whole day crying coz after tht we quarrel and i cried again in the toilet...

NOW I HAVING HIGH FEVER! GREAT!

Play pool again today... itchy hands =X Goodness i will become a pool addict in no time! Playing again on friday!

ANyway, i didnt know dionne and ming lee so violent... am RESTRAIN during nsl... suppose to act as a mad woman aka non-compliant but WAH! they so evil nurse, hahhaha now got a bit of blue black... nxt time i shall not be so mad after all! Anyway they save one of those Golden Hose best actress award wahahha! HOllywood also not bad=P

ONe particular lesson is a total "eyes-rolling"session... not the lesson... is the lecturer.... lets not say who is it jux in case he/she search their name on serach engine and found my blog and i kena sue!But his/ her lesson was indeed very "humourous" ... one whole hr and still didnt get to the main pt...

=.="

meet up with hx alvin and ys today =) went to eat Ajisen ramen set meal... the ramen---->sucks! like instant noodles! haha had fun chatting with them toking abt schs hospitals and other spooky stuff =D went to take photos as well and headed off to play pool but i only manage to play for a while and dionne called me to rush me liao haha. anyway! saw this purse at more than words... its so cute and prettyl and i practically drool! haha so i bought it =D

Nice? =D hehe

Btw i think i addicted to pool already

First day of sch today... zzzzzZZZZzzzzzz

Anyway! finally decide to take up tennis for sports and wellness =D goodness ve to "rush" and "grab" for seats one =.= like great singapore sales rushing for clothes or good bargain. oKie but anyway, i really didnt believe tht we will be grabbing or rushing for seats for some particular sports until i really see it for myself...*jaw drop. Before tht me and dionne ve already list out what we wanna choose hahhaha we make four choices...

1. Tennis(top interest)
2. Badminton(can play with paul)
3. karate (nth to choose)
4. aerobic (worst come to worst situation coz this is the best out of the remaining ones)

In the end............................(drum roll)

all the seats are snatch up and we get into aerobics! =.= ...............WORST WE FORGET ABT MING LI! yet she is able to grab a seat at tennis area... we were like "wow! she can really walk so fast!"

But thanks goodness we ve dionne...she is really good in toking (becareful if she sell insurance.. she will psycho u all the way to buy=X) we go and "beg"the instructor and promise him we will be "good student" and to be "puncture" for lesson wahahaha! WE GOT IN =D so happy man!

Anyway... we ve alot of things to study... AARGH! HELL!

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oh yah how can i forget to add smth to my previous post.....

BENOIT machiam "cheat" us lah!(even though he didnt jux feel cheated lah) call us to take french in the end he nv teach! HOW CAN!?!?! so simple lor... me and joyce simply went back to sch and withdraw =D

okie i wan to thanks jon and cedric for staying back with me to celebrate my bdae and to help me finish the marble cake hahahhaha~ happy jon? =P

Anyway went shopping with joyce on thurs... first half of the day is really hell for me! stomach cramp! but anyway had fun shopping and don even wish to go home! i only buy one piece of clothe from U2 though.. haha joyce is the one having shopping spree!


Anyway, since when do we not take photos when we go shopping =p









Nice right? =D

Actually its tht simple.....

She laff at him ---> him scolded me ---> me scolded her ---> me tok to him(standing on her pt)--> me tok to her (standing on his pt) ---> he think i siding her--->she say i blame her---> shut computer---> sms her(still arguing wif each other)---> me tot say sorry coz not really her fault---> she say "i hate the both of u" ---> me think "THTS IT!"

Maybe i really shouldnt ve open my mouth so this event woudnt happen.

*Note: i swear those who knows me hear me saying tht H-A-T-E is worst than F-U-C-K. Honestly i rather ppl say fuck u than say hate u. Honestly i m not exactly tht angry wif her abt the conversation thing but at tht pt of time with one of them scolding the shit out of me i really lost ctrl! i m trying to put it in a way so tht she know what he is thinking(yes i m fierce tht time) and i m trying to put it in a way to him whats she is saying... but both don get it. i am prepared to say sorry to her anyway but the real thing i m angry nono not angry, more of upset is tht she say "i hate the both of u!" she use the word hate! so i dono what to say.... lost of words...

I HAVE NV BEEN SO UPSET BEFORE NV... JUX LEAVE ME ALONE... ALONE!!!!!

WHY IS EVERYONE SO DIFFICULT TO PLEASE! I m trying to make everyone happy already what... then now what... this one not happy the other also not happy... some insist on having this way... others say forget it forget it in the end all my fault! what u all wan! why not ppl come and please me lah! I had enough lah! jux tel me what u all wan lah okie! simple!

I jux had my hair cut....
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Bad thts very bad...
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Moment i step in... i tht china guy who used to cut dionne's hair.... yes yes.. well known for his smelly breath(and goodness when a came he jux finish smoking!) and i dono what hair style to cut so i ask him to decide for me.... and so........
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FINALLY! He said....."i shalll cut it in a way tht has....
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wah say till like tht how can not believe.. i still tot i will see a beauty when he cut finish leh... so i say
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"yah yah yah can can can go ahead"
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almost one hrs of "bad breathe" + "endless" conversation torture
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plus his f**king sentence of"i tot u so big already still need parents to accompany u" when its not true! i shall explain later
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finally he finish cutting.....
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call me unappreciative or izzit inappreciative.. nvm...
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my jaw drop when i see my hair.... (and tht guy is grinning away... thinking tht he ve done a great job)
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lets see the difference.....
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i know i look damn ugly without spects... but please look at the hair not face....

for once i tot i am a lesbian
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actually i quite like it lah... untill all the girls keep staring at me not guys
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ITS OFFICIAL! I GOT "B" *GRIN

WAH who say i am shaking my butt at home when i m obviously preparing my stuff to go out!!!!!!! Thanks alot joyce =.=

Woke up early in the morning(okie i know not as early as joyce) jux to go to school to take french. I really wanted to take french... here's my reasons....

1. i love french(okie this is the smallest part of the reson for me to take french)
2. i promise Benoit tht if i pass my french i will ve to take French basic B
3. Benoit take effort to call me jux to remind me and ask me to take french but sad case is i m having attachment and i didnt pick... all these are told to me by joyce but a good thing is it makes her paiseh and she decide to take french wahahhaha =)

Bon! so finally sign up =D but tht means i will ve to sacrifice my song composing club.... again =(

anyway.... I PASSED MY ATTACHMENT! BON BON BON! lol... actually its not as bad as i tot it will be jux tht i think too much.. i got a B! =) hehe which is consider not bad to me le heheehhex... but yah.. will miss all the staff nurses and my dearest AN there... they r jux so nice.. most impt of all i will miss the "grandfathers" there... yeah.... i will miss feeding them though.. hmm...

JUst don fail me on the last day of my attachment can le... haix.....

TODAY IS MY MOST UNLUCKIEST DAY EVER!!!!!!

don ask why!

My bdae =) 5th oct

I ve many ppl to thanks hahaha one whole list...=P

I wanna thanks a very impt person.. heex.. who wake up early in the morning to bake cake for me =) (even though i dono what he is complaining to jon and the rest abt baking cake on msn) and come all the way down to NUH(an ultra ulu place to him) to celebrate my bdae hehhe... but its really really sweet of him to do tht.... thanks alot paul. Muackx!

Big thank you to my dearest besties(Huixian alvin and yuansheng) from secondary sch who wake up as early as 6plus in the morning to meet up and came over to my house to surprise me with cakes and prezzie =) Thanks alot guys=) HOpe to see u guys on sat for our Ramen date hehehe. Joyce too! hehehe thanks baby for staying up and wait till 12 on the dot and press the SEND msg... hehe sorry ya not the first but really appreciate it and the "ang pau" hahahha and thanks for coming all the way down to NUH to eat with me and the rest HUgs! haha and tht entry... hehe this is what i ve made in return...

Many thanks to Ming lee(for coming all the way down to NUH) and van for the beautiful bottle prezzie and karen and yi ting for the prezzie and cake thanks alot guys.

Special thanks to peps who delibritely stay up till 12 to msg me on my bdae (me myself cant take it and fall aslp trying to stay up) and also those whom rmbered hahaha Thanks paul, joyce, van, dionne, ming lee, zhi xiang, jon(foo), xie ai, meng how, renand and altot alot sorry if i cant rmb... really sorry.. but ur effort are appreciated =)

THANK YOU!=)

Dono what happen to bloggers... the whole "compose" area jux screwed up... i wonder...

Anyway... am jux plain... BOREEEDDDDDDD!

Changing team tml... will miss all the team b peps... typically christine... she has been really nice to me =) I heard team c peps not exactly tht friendly =X better be more alert =D 10 more days to my 2 weeks break!


Anyway... Joyce decided to sponsor the remaining balance of my converse shoe. Whee! muack muack muack! heh heh. SO i decided to put one(or rather 3) of her nicest photo here =P


Heex... went to bugis with HIM yest.... manage to pursuade him to take pictures with me.. this is also one of the nice one =) I like this pic alot =D















Stupid msn cannot be use as well...stupid

My msn chat with thomas my lecturer...


Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
come to think of it.. $$$ is good in a way coz can pay for books etc

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
its not abt working environment.. tht one is ok...

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
is the stress when studying

Lazarus
can buy coke light for me too....

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
hahhaha!

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
is the stress when studying tht most ppl fear

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
cox this kinda thing cannot fail cannot repeat module.. if fail. repeat module then thts it ve to pay money

Lazarus
true!

Lazarus
but you should not have any problems

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
yah so i kinda regret taking the bond so early without studying first

Lazarus
...

Lazarus
STUDY HARDER!

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
study very hard already

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
we are all hardworking student

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
=D

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha yah got bond cannot afford not to study hard

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
so haha beneficial in this way

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
but ya what i worry most is also ur paper so don kill me if i fail

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha

------------------> MIA(missing in action for 5 mins<-----------------------------------

Lazarus
if you fail, at most repeat!

Lazarus
dont worry lah!

Lazarus
anyway, good night! have to sleep now

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
wah repeat pay money

Yxian : its jux a bdae... no big deal...
haha goodnite

Lazarus
good night!

WAH! THomas say shld be okie.. then MIA for 5 mins tell me if fail at most repeat is scary lor!!!!! what if i really fail! wah! whole world collaspe man! mux be mentally prepared!

My visit to the montuary today

My visit to the mortuary today

Okie.. heres how it goes.. ending shift soon... m soo happily wanting to go home and slp.... when jonathan happilly bounce in and say "don say got good deal nv call u, care after death =) "

Okie thts really a good deal... no choice haha jon and cedric are late today so they pay back 3 hrs extra... me? i pay for experience i guess =)

WEnt into the room, not as scary as i tot. Jux like normal slping person... wait for the family to come before we can do care after death(staff nurse do we watch) waited for a few hrs before we r on the way with the client to the mortuary and up onto the van. Needless to say, the entire event is a solemn... except for the lift part.... thnx to jon making me and cedric laugh.

Conclusion: One moment u can see this person alive.. another moment he is gone.

There is this guy who jump 12 stories and manage to survive. hmm.

Entry to my dear

Dear... enjoyed myself yest. I know how u feel abt ur skin. Am glad u enjoy the company and don worry abt the compromise thing u didnt pissed anyone off. MOst of us are in morning shift so yeah... its good to catch early movie.I don wanna hear abt the handicap thing again kaes? hugs. Every single item in the bottle is a wish for ur recovery. In the past i used to think badminton is a waste of time for us... coz becoz of it we didnt really get to meet each other.. but now... i really hope u can play again. Even if the whole day, i don mind seating there seeing u play... i hope i get the chance. i wanna go to the beach with u.. thts my wish too=) Most importantly... you are nv causing problem to anyone... nv=)

Note: if i were to die one day... i hope those who love me will not cry infront of me...

God always love to play a fool with me..... always....

Was chatting with HIM jux now and this is what we are toking abt......

voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
tuesdae my pc go see doctor again
Yxian : voila says:
haiyo why
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
john fark up
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
i dun like him
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
i scolded him
Yxian : voila says:
hahhaha
Yxian : voila says:
then what he say
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
HE SAE I LOVE U ACTUALLY
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
I WAN SEE U
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
I WAN SEE U
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
TAT WHY I MAKE COMPUTER SPOIL;
voodooking azeroth job seeker ! says:
=X

NIce try dear...... =.="

I still don understand why tht clinical educator want me to be independent from today onwards without my "shadow" while the rest can still follow their own "shadow". =.=" is this good or bad? I mean its not tht i really mind but i stil don understand... Izzit tht i can be independent already or following my "shadow" around seems to be a bad idea after so many days thts why he want me to do it alone? hmmm... still cant figure out. Anyway... clinical attachment is still boring. Worst of all... i lost one of a "staff-nurse-to-be" 's scissors... aargh! my day is bad enough... sigh sigh.

finally upload one of my fav video.. hehe.. thos peps who wanna tag its jux below the video... =) watch the video its nice=)

I don like my attachment =(
I hope one month will be a breeze... counting down every single day... 19 more days....

Hehe... went to meet HIM @ Jurong for dinner..

went to IMM after tht at the carrot smth cant rmb the name... to eat pasta and pizza.. yum yum. not bad =)i still insist my mum cook one nicer =P

I mux announce! For the first time in our one yr 1 mth plus relationship this is the first time he send me all the way to my house downstairs =D which is like sho sweet? hehee..

I miss HIM already =D

Loneliness

Loneliness is a child spinning a toy
on an abandon side walk
Loneliness is a rose petal tht
falls on the rock
Loneliness is the sun
its very lonely, i saw it on the plane
Loneliness is actually a toy spinning by the hand
the sun shinning for the world
the moon glowing for the nite

Things tht i ve learn today..

1. sometimes being honest doesnt do u good. Whenever truth abt other ppl came spilling out, 1 will become the baddy for being honest.Human can nv accept the truth abt themselve. I shall learn not to be so honest in future. yeah humans include me too.
2. second thing tht i ve learn, whenever one ve smth in mind, better say it out. DOn accumulate them and spill it out in one shot... once again.. u will be name as "u ve change" well maybe i don appreciate jon enough. i dono.. but humans are all contradicting creatures.
3. Nv study aap last minute
4. nv stay in air con room for too long.
5. study = pimples
6. VAN! time to make herbal tea for me!!! =P

I fully understand the meaning of "NTH better to do ... " today

HOpe i pass my FON =D

OKie i m not going to blog abt her, anything abt her anymore... unless its good stuff.. if not nobody will ever see it on my blog even if i m angry or whatever i jux don bother to write anything already... anyway whatever i ve written here, those who think tht i m bad wont get to read it too so its okie. Its not a great thing to publicise bad stuff abt ppl on the blog either (jux imagine u r popular even though ppl dono u in person, only the name). At least i didnt state the name.

I think my FON is going to crash down on me. aargh! I m not prepared for exams at all!

I LOST MY 60 BUCKS MY GODMA GIVE FOR MY BDAE!!!! WTF!

60 bucks can buy alot of things lor!!!!! i can even buy my converse shoe! my old one spoil already can!!!!! i wan tht freaking shoe so much!!!!aargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nvm i shall take it as others need it more than me thts why i either drop it on the road or on the taxi... $%@&!*

I didnt know there is this place which is "name" after me, feel so honoured hahhaha!

http://www.chinaetravel.com/attraction/att25c.html

My day practically sucks today....(pardon me for my bad mood)

1. Presentation... van they all did a great job =) ... thanx goodness lecturers ve good comments on our presentation... the extra details shall not be mentioned.
2. SOmeone made my day today by drawing on my message to our mentor on tht card(but nvm shall leave it since the person appreciate my handwritting so much so tht doesnt really bother me much
3. Pratical test... i m so freaking careless
4. While waiting for my AAP pract test.... she msg me happily telling me tht she seen benoit and she passed her exam... well she didnt check for me though so its ok i guess
5. And then after tht i m alone feeling miserable (pract test) @ the atrium praying so hard for a miracle (even though b4 sending the msg i noe the ans is a NO) tht she might acc me to grab a bite since she is @ the library(upstairs) she say: i need to study leh... sorry (direct lifting) but again its okie
6. Its jux me and my lousy mood thts all......pardon me

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Ultra bad mood!

• But thanks chye hock really grateful tht u cheer me up with the funny commercial and ur words... thnx =)
• He say this tht makes me feel quite touch even though its common words... he did make an effort to cheer me up: sometimes in life..things dun go the way u wan it ..but u hav to be optimistic bout it..prob u cld learn frm yur mistake and maybe perform better the nxt time rd..dun let a small thing spoil yur day..its not worth it =)

(=I m so grateful tht there is someone to cheer me up=)

Btw cheer up dionne=)