Its a goodbye

Yep... its time to end

This will be the last entry

But i will keep it here as a memory... afterall it has been 5 years

Its time to know me through me, not through my blog

Let us all make an effort to keep in touch =)

And heres my farewell gift to all...this is something that i ve left it bookmarked as a reminder to myself at all times...something warm..




With love
Yxian

zzz...

Evening movie... anyone?

There are so much things i wan to do within my leave...

I want to play paint ball

I want to go to the zoo

I want to prepare my own food and go for a picnic

I want to seat at changi airport and watch the plane fly

I want to edit all the photos for TheBaggage

I want to hold a bazaar

I want to come up with more of my own design

I want to study

I want to have a good sleep

I want to do volunteer work

I want ... ...

There are so much things i want to do... but there is so little time...

Humans are born greedy... 24 hrs a day is nv enough... i m one of the greedy human... i wish my day runs 48 hrs

conversation

Mr p: hey D say he is looking for a gf! nurse gf hehe got anyone to recommend?
me: why must be nurse gf, must be watch too much nurse anime right? haha
Mr p: no lar nurses very caring and meticulous mahh
Me: OH i m attached but still available *winks
Mr p: WHAT! -_______________________-" #%@!
ME: hehehehehehehe =p
Mr P: ha ha ha -_-""

someone do smth...anything... to put me to slp...

so yes i couldnt slp...coz of that stupid pain in the head

and i couldnt look up coz it makes me sick...

but couldnt lie straight and fall aslp cause i felt that smth is twirling round and round

switch on the tv but no show to watch..

not knowing what i should do so i swtich on my lappy again n start surfing the net

but the light is bothering my head equally bad..

so i ve to turn the laptop light to as low as possible but visible...

Just ve to do something to keep me occupied to stop me frm concentrating on the headache

surf facebook... itchy hand click that small little window and saw smth i m not suppose to see... damn... shut that little window off

but it bothers me alot...

ignore... surf ard... look at other ppl profile, look at pictures... look through all the facebook community and that stupid mafia war rubbish...

change facebook comment...chatted... left comment...chatted...

read through every single horoscope related to libra...

But i m still bothered

so i close that damn FB window

and log into blogger...

and i m typing this pointless meaningless entry...

aaargh whatever... go slp plz

i hate it when ppl lie... i dont understand why u ve to

Bad headache is back again...

WHy wouldnt it stop

Wonder girls

Enjoy! =)

Grumbles...

1 more week left till end of AL...

Wonder why time pass so fast... yawns

I still wan to go alot of places!!!

Am getting tired easily nowadays...

age is catching up on me (am not even 21)

HAHA

A reminder to myself

Dear Me,

Ever since the day i made this decision

I ve decided to shut up abt it...to prevent further damage

It shall remain this way...

Its for everyone's benefit

It doesnt matter if i don ve any

As long as everybody is happy

i need constant reminder to myself... from myself...

Yours sincerely
Me

Post night

Ever since the day i started working... i ve seen different Dr in and out everyday and i ve never encounter one thats even good looking both internally and externally... nt even close. Its always a either or....

BUT!

Yest night i cant help but agree with my colleague that HE is the MAN!

LOL i bet the theatre was flooding yest... with saliva










me at 4am in the morning... hehe

Goodnight ppl!

Part of a day work

Polytrauma (multiple trauma)
*Faints

wore II gown 6 hrs... inclusive 2 hrs of waiting..

3 different set of screws system for just one leg...

4.5 screw 3.2 drill corticle dril corticle sleeve DHS 130 degree mallet self tapping screw cancellous screw top limit screw drive... aaargh

All those words kept repeating in my head... zzz

Confused to the max but interesting haha =)

The Boss The team and me

Stayed back with the team till 11 plus, fly cab home and slept at 12 plus and woke up at 0545hrs today for morning duty
But still happy coz the entire team is great. Great Scrub! (:


Today the same team did a case and i m the scrub
Its totally hillarious to see 2 reg concentrating disecting away while the others stood and tried their arden best to keep their eye lids open... the other 2 students do their nodding rituals... those who are awake and concentrating are the ones who stayed back yest...including me. isnt that funny? Lol


The boss is still trying very hard to dig ans -_____-
First... he tot i m single
Next he saw me and a friend and excitedly thought that it was someone i refused to admit as my bf and cant stop chasing for answer
Today my colleague said: aiya she gt bf already lar u still dono ah
That statement left The boss puzzled and more curious!
Now he thought that i ve 2 bf secretly behind the two guy back... WTH!
That starts him on a brand new set of qns... no matter how i explain it still sounds wrong...-__-

chinese there is a saying: jump into yellow river also cannot cleanse free....looks like i need cidex to keep myself sterile...

HAHAHA! Whatever it is... Where can u get this kinda funny boss elsewhere? Another reason to enjoy work.

Good morning ppl

Its THE AUDIT today....

Goodluck ppl

And The Boss got big case again....

pray hard he finish early so i don ve to stay back till morning :(

:"(

I feel extremely stupid today

:-------------------------------"(

but its my fault

anyways... should i go for diploma in psychology?

hmm

Its weird

Whats wrong with you ?

hmm

10 july 09

I scrub for kidney transplant for the first time

=D

HIM

Thanks

For being there

Braving thru every storms

every single hurdle,

walking thru each phases of life

irregardless sadness or happiness

when everyone else come and left

you are still right here

with me

Thank you

(:

Super eventful day

I almost got knock down by a taxi this morning while gg to work...stupid taxi was speeding 

I ran about in my N95 mask, theatre super warm and i guess i breathe back too much C02 and while helping to drape the microscope i was so breathless that i wanted to puke and feels faint...

Thankgod everything was settled and i went out for a breather

Ate carrot cake and almost choke a huge piece of it cause i m too breathless

Drag myself home and almost trip  and fell along the road....

What the hell is wrong with today man!!!!!

Ve been feeling very tired and very hungry all the time... wonder if there is anything wrong?? 

Tell me!

I don understand why do you do things like that

How many times do i have to tell you the same thing over and over again...

when the issue blows over you forgot about it again

why doesnt it stay?

I m not really that pissed...but i sure am upset

Fun with colleagues...its hard not to love them =)

I just don get it!

In case u guys doesnt know pokemon character this is togepi. I just cant take this lying...Why doesnt it look like a starfish in an egg shell?????

Below is a conversation of togepi:

Spartabnn - says:
 -.-
 starfish has no hands lor
 u kuku
 tokepi not starfish

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 i where got say starfish got hand
 its not hand lar
 its part of its star

Spartabnn - says:
 star fish no feet de

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 its a carttoooon can u imagine
 stoopid
 ur primary school nv teach u to imagine is it
 =p

Spartabnn - says:
 i got scolded drawing an apple purple
 coloring an apple i mean
 dat was in primary sch

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 -___- thats besides the point

Spartabnn - says:
 imagination mahz
 i paint the apple purple

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 thats not imagination... thats dumb dumb

Spartabnn - says:
 why cant i imagine i paint the apple purple den i draw and color it out
 tats an artistic view...

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 -________-
 when togepi grow up super cute
 okay i jus realise maybe it doesnt look like a star fish

Spartabnn - says:
 wat u mean when togepi grow up super cute?
 it isnt...

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 coz of the head

Spartabnn - says:
 its not a starfish at all

Ying Xian: ji hoo sunbae says:
 the head is like a crown like that

Spartabnn - says:
   the egg shell is a dinosaur egg

And the argument goes on.....LOL
anyways... i finally found some one who agree with me!

I wan eat KaniNabe says:
 looks like ar.
 it is starfish in eggshell la
 lol.
 why nobody agree?then its a 'wat' in an egg?



Wahahhaha! thank you CH i agree too =p