The thought of not being able to spend any weekends with HIM very very soon makes me very sian...

Cant do things like hanging ard the weekend bazaar that we love on sunday anymore

Cant spend a lazy sunday slacking at our favorite teh tarik place at chinasquare anymore.....

Sigh sigh.

So yest we went to the bazaar, slack at the teh tarik place and spend a whole two hour seating somewhere at china square playing PSP...

I will miss this kinda weekend whole day outting....

Infact....

I miss it already.

I feel like i am going into army for 3 years.... sigh

...

So gonna miss it :(

Feeling depress...

sigh

I am going to Paediatrics for PRCP....

Kill me please

My all time favorite comedian!

:) hee enjoy

Another random

Not in the mood to blog

TOo too busy everyday

Overtime overtime overtime...

Have been coming to work half an hour earlier and leaving way later than working hours

Have been skipping meals during shift... hmm no good....yet too busy

HAve been losing weight... slimming centres should close down....

Have been grabbing every learning opportunity and learning to pass report like a real staff nurse..

Yes... we are working hard.... very hard....





yet there are others who skive...





REALITY....

Randoms

Sometimes i "walk" by ppl's blog... i read... i stop... i dwell for a while wondering if i should leave a comment, i type out my comment and dwell on for few seconds... then i delete them again...

Should i leave a comment?

And i end up leaving none...

i am saddening.

Random

Thanks guys who rmb my bdae :) Lotsa appreciations! Shall tok abt that later...

Right now... i am so tired.....


i feel like giving up....

i really really wish to give up already... i don wish to go on anymore....

if not for the bond i would ve really left... i guess having a bond is my life worst decision... but again... maybe its a matter of bonding the right place....

i wonder if i can pass my 3.2 in peace... walk thru prcp.... as well as my 3 years of bond....

i really hope that day will come soon.... and on the day i finish my 3 years of bond... i can look back and wave goodbye to those days.....

and finally move on to some settings more suitable for me..... or maybe upgrade myself....

either of the above or....

GIVE ME MY OPERATING THEATRE POSTING PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




* sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

Stressors

Its overwhelming...

Mentally and physically

AND the worst part is...its only the beginning....

BAH!

Still working afternoon shift this friday....

BAH!

:(